Falling again
9 months ago
Hello everyone.
This won't be anything cheery.
Some context: Roughly three and a half years ago, I was going through a very rough patch mentally, and severed a close relationship with someone because of it (they do have an FA page, but I won't link it here for their good).
I'm going through a similar situation with just myself for now. For those wanting to reach out, I'll ask that you not do so. I don't want to snap like that time.
Meanwhile, I'm still working on wanting redemption in their eyes, even though they've blocked me everywhere (with me idiotically (yet recently politely) pointing out the gaps). Although there is a point of also being to look myself in the eyes and be proud of what I see.
If you want to support me, I do have a Patreon (under Brunpaytah) and the Twitch channel is still there. Still wanting to get to 50 followers there.
This won't be anything cheery.
Some context: Roughly three and a half years ago, I was going through a very rough patch mentally, and severed a close relationship with someone because of it (they do have an FA page, but I won't link it here for their good).
I'm going through a similar situation with just myself for now. For those wanting to reach out, I'll ask that you not do so. I don't want to snap like that time.
Meanwhile, I'm still working on wanting redemption in their eyes, even though they've blocked me everywhere (with me idiotically (yet recently politely) pointing out the gaps). Although there is a point of also being to look myself in the eyes and be proud of what I see.
If you want to support me, I do have a Patreon (under Brunpaytah) and the Twitch channel is still there. Still wanting to get to 50 followers there.
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