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8 months ago
🖤🩸🖤 I WANNA PROVE MY LOVE BEFORE I LEAVE
I WANNA MAKE YOU COME AND SCRAPE MY KNEES
WANT YOU TO BITE MY TONGUE UNTIL I BLEED
AND YOU CAN PUT THESE FUCKING WORDS IN MY OBITUARY 🖤🩸🖤
🖤🩸🖤 
🖤🩸🖤 Just a check in and letting you know i'm still here, still active and still doodling away in my own little world.
Medication-wise I had to go back to taking the full Duloxetine dose at night as I just can't seem to function at ALL during the day.
Night dose for now. Holy shit they do hit hard. But thankfully i'm doing a bit better.
Getting my blood results on the 20th and seeing where I stand on the current meds i'm on, see if there's a change - again.
It feels like an uphill struggle stuck in my ol' VW, but I do feel a lot more positive about many things.
Taking extra vitamin D and C which i'm usually deficient on? Amazing! I feel better energy and more like I can function just a little bit.
Not perfect but it feels good. Less Energy Drinks needed! Less Caffeine, less of the drinks I use to keep awake! :D
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Other than that, just coping with the cold weather, heck, i'm wearing socks...SOCKS! Of all things! I never wear socks as I find them irritating and uncomfortable. XDD
I'm also going to be looking for my own flat/housing this year, I don't live well at home and I legally can't live with my partner, as the rules on his place are a little...not good.
Been trying to do more, my hip and leg, plus painkillers make it a little harder as they sap my will and energy, but, a little fraction of progress? I guess. :P
Not sleeping well at night due to my Night Terrors and Anxiety, i'm in fight or flight or freeze every night and its crazy.
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Hope you all are doing well this 2025, I know there's a lot going on in the world right now so I hope you are safe, sound and doing okay.
Genuinely, I do read journals and I worry.
Just be safe, okay?
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-- Thrasher / Wolfie
xx
Medication-wise I had to go back to taking the full Duloxetine dose at night as I just can't seem to function at ALL during the day.
Night dose for now. Holy shit they do hit hard. But thankfully i'm doing a bit better.
Getting my blood results on the 20th and seeing where I stand on the current meds i'm on, see if there's a change - again.
It feels like an uphill struggle stuck in my ol' VW, but I do feel a lot more positive about many things.
Taking extra vitamin D and C which i'm usually deficient on? Amazing! I feel better energy and more like I can function just a little bit.
Not perfect but it feels good. Less Energy Drinks needed! Less Caffeine, less of the drinks I use to keep awake! :D
--
Other than that, just coping with the cold weather, heck, i'm wearing socks...SOCKS! Of all things! I never wear socks as I find them irritating and uncomfortable. XDD
I'm also going to be looking for my own flat/housing this year, I don't live well at home and I legally can't live with my partner,
as the rules on his place are a little...not good.Been trying to do more, my hip and leg, plus painkillers make it a little harder as they sap my will and energy, but, a little fraction of progress? I guess. :P
Not sleeping well at night due to my Night Terrors and Anxiety, i'm in fight or flight or freeze every night and its crazy.
--
Hope you all are doing well this 2025, I know there's a lot going on in the world right now so I hope you are safe, sound and doing okay.
Genuinely, I do read journals and I worry.
Just be safe, okay?
-
-- Thrasher / Wolfie
xx
Like within walking distance? Or a very short bus ride?
And good luck on your journey with all these things.