So after reading a few porn comics my gf  softfoxxo recommended and doing some soul searching with her.

I kinda understand the appeal of lewds now, which is to say, I overthink everything lmao.

For those who share my painful amount of overthinking/not understanding.

It's emotions. Just letting go and not thinking. The mind is a plaything of the body. etc.

If anything, sex and kinks in general can bring about great self-discovery as things go on. Perhaps even finding out things about yourself you never knew before and never would've suspected.

But yes, anyways.

Turns out I might in fact be a wild card of sorts kink-wise. Since all I want is passion and affection. The means to it don't matter as much, moreso when I let go of previous stigmas and concerns considering its all fantasy.

Doesn't mean I'll do anything, but previously I only did things I personally enjoyed for the most part because if I don't feel anything, it will show.

But I was reminded that even just the other side having fun can be all that I need. If they mean something to me.

Which is to say, yeah I'm probably a slut at heart. xd Not a whore, there is a difference lmao.

And now finally I am letting all these thoughts come out to try and find my true self even more.

Doesn't mean anyone can just come up to me and ask. I'm a luxury. I'm also horribly picky at times.

I am like, the perfect cuddlefuck. Tons of soft, squish, and comfort.

I also kinda believe in what person said that I'm like, negative genderfluid. Which at its core means.

I don't care what gender I am, because my gender has essentially been distilled into Emberflame herself. I could be a girl and feel nothing. But being her, ahh~

My friends can ask me about what I'd with them, but they know who they are. I'm not interested in the slightest in randos.

Every sensation has to be meaningful. Bliss should be the only outcome.

I am Emberflame Foxheart.

And I'm the cuddliest fucker ever-