I am not well...
8 months ago
Sorry, I am emotionally overwhelmed... Empathy running rampant... Many in pain, many in fear, many angry and furious... I am sore... I am tired...
... Humanity has too much hate in it... To much aggression... Too easily manipulated... To easily swayed... ...
When the 'bosses' hoard all the wealth... What is the next step? They die. Their children get it. It repeats... But what is the meaning behind it... When it then becomes worthless... As the average person has no wealth... It loses meaning... It loses power and influence... ... What is the long game... Other than making others suffer... It wasn't about wealth, it was about suffering... And hatred... And power... And control... It's sinful.
... Humans will stagnate... They will not grow... And it... Makes me sad... I will watch the decay... And the fall... And I will weep... But I will have no power over it... For I am merely the observer... And the one who feels... Who feels what the pain is, what the sorrow is, what the frustration is...
... ... "The silence within the night sky is deafening... To the noise screaming on the surface."
... Humanity has too much hate in it... To much aggression... Too easily manipulated... To easily swayed... ...
When the 'bosses' hoard all the wealth... What is the next step? They die. Their children get it. It repeats... But what is the meaning behind it... When it then becomes worthless... As the average person has no wealth... It loses meaning... It loses power and influence... ... What is the long game... Other than making others suffer... It wasn't about wealth, it was about suffering... And hatred... And power... And control... It's sinful.
... Humans will stagnate... They will not grow... And it... Makes me sad... I will watch the decay... And the fall... And I will weep... But I will have no power over it... For I am merely the observer... And the one who feels... Who feels what the pain is, what the sorrow is, what the frustration is...
... ... "The silence within the night sky is deafening... To the noise screaming on the surface."
There’s something deeply sad about realizing how much of this comes from fear, anger, and this desperate need for control. It’s like this toxic cycle of division and manipulation is woven into everything around us. And when you care, it’s hard not to feel like you’re being dragged under by it all.
But here’s a thought: even in the darkest times, there are these small, quiet moments of strength and resilience — from people who don’t have much but still choose kindness, creativity, and love. Those moments might seem tiny, but they can matter. And even if you feel like you’re just watching it all happen, you’re not powerless. Your empathy, your ability to feel the weight of all this, is a kind of strength. It’s where compassion starts, and that can ripple out in ways you might not see right away.
Change is slow and painful, but it often starts with individuals — people who see the world for what it is and still choose not to look away. People like you, who carry the pain but somehow turn it into hope, even if it’s just a small spark.
In all the sorrow and chaos, finding the strength to keep caring, to keep seeing the good, and to hold onto even the smallest glimmers of hope might be enough to make a difference. What you’re carrying — that awareness — is powerful.
They know the outliers will bring humanity closer to progress, and they don't want progress. They want the individual to be squashed into a well oiled slave machine. Those that stand up will be punished exceptionally so, and made an example of. Those who seek progress are harmed.
It's becoming increasingly harder for humanity to move forward because the evil is learning. And they've learned how to pit the masses against those who would do good too. Look at the hateful people spewing vitriol on trans' and queer folks' places on social media, even on this very site.
SO well put, Judy. You're a gem.
Fight back. Love is stronger than hate.
The test has failed. Humanity has failed. The outliers will be pushed down. Progress will not go forward. Stagnation will be imminent, and soon extinction. Because worship of false idols, because of hatred, because of greed, because people cannot learn how to stand up for themselves.
Humans became comfortable with hate because they can sit back and watch, hoping someone will save them. They're complacent in their suffering.
... I am not well. I do not think I ever will be. Humanity will reap what it has sown... And it will make me sad.
And beyond that, that attitude will get you and the rest of us nowhere.
It's time for us to stand up, band together, and fight back, and to take care of each other. We all have a part in that.
Working with others for a righteous objective is an excellent tonic for what seems to be ailing you.
In the year 1000 AD, thousands of people believed firmly that because of the end of the first millenium and the growing demoralisation the world will soon come to end. Of course, it did not.
Those who have let the hatred and the grudge againt everything to govern them, very often desire the end of the world and its complete destruction; on the other hand, those who are compassionate and worried about its current state are depressed and losing any hope, predicting with fear the end of everything.
Prophecies of quick extinction and the final failure of humanity, either in its psysical or only strictly moral sense, has been repeated over and over, almost at some point in every century. But the world is stubborn, and does not allow itself to fall apart easily - again and again.
And still, even among the many unspoken atrocities which are happening all over the world, among different people who are intolerant and treat other with superiority, among many other horrible things and attitudes which could be enlisted there for days, was always place for signs of mutual understanding and respect between certain individuals.
There was never any particular crisis. The world is condemned to be in an eternal crisis of values and an eternal strugle for better understanding. That is written deep in its very essence. Or at least this is what I think and feel, even though I can be mistaken. I'm pessimistic about the change, because I do not believe that there could be made any "breaking change" that would improve generally the overall stance of humanity. But I'm optimistic about this that this is hardly any end, that not all is lost and there still is a lot of good people (or at least, good attitudes) among all that chaos and they will still proceed to exist. Even if it's like some small and very scarse particles of gold buried deep in the mud. But has it ever been really any different or any better?
From what I can say after watching you for some time you are clearly a very sensitive and reasonable person... Don't let yourself to be consumed by all that chaos... I can only imagine how difficult it is, because naturally I have never been in your head to know exactly... But sometimes, I do feel indeed similarly depression when considering what's going on in this world. Still, in some way, it's a kind of illussion.
But I knew deep down that I wanted to do something about the injustices the cult has been causing since 2016, but up until then I had no interest or energy to do anything nor did I even know what I COULD do about it.
Well, 2 months ago I joined the Lions Alliance, the most influential global human rights organization in the world, as well as the ACLU & Supermajority (an organization dedicated to women’s and LGBTQ rights). I even donated to NGOs like Amnesty International & Freedom House. Right now I’m thinking of mobilizing my friends, coworkers and extended family to start another human rights movement, union, campaign, fundraiser and/or company.
I didn’t believe at first that doing those things would lift my mood, but they did, monumentally. I also made a habit to start going on outings with family and friends, watching comedy shows and TV series I like every night, and dancing to empowering songs afterward.
Are there any hobbies you enjoy or human rights groups you’d like to partake in? I’m sorry if I can’t be of more help, but I hope I gave you some good ideas.