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Thanks for 600!
10 months ago
While I was busy with healthcare and actual survival for years I barely watched the followers number, but WOW there's more than 600 already! It's quite a special number for me because about this number I had on ru resurses before I had to leave it behind due to laws and some company politics. ANYWAY, happy to see you here, I noticed that since I started actually trying and also getting treatment I started progressing, at least at stable posting :D Thank you a lot for such attention!
The schedule works PERFECT, I follow it strictly. Working days are balanced with days for rest or personal artwork (I'm addicted to drawing haha). With good and measured rests I do commissions/ychs/otherwork way better and feel enthusiastic about it! Medication is still being figured out, guess I'll have doses increased, but it's already NOT EVEN COMPARABLE with untreated state. Guess by now this shit is moving to an interphase, at least I don't hear voices anymore (yay lucky HJHHSAHAHA)
within last weeks' days off I created and described the pack of my new chars in a 'setting' (plot?? we use the word setting for a world you develop in your head heh) All of them are somehow therapeutic for me, representing different states and details I like to pay attention to. Guess there's no harm for a little useful hobby. I decided to be open-minded, venting in the raw. Like, art exists to represent, and my psycho adventures are kinda filling every day of my life so........ I hope once I'll finish it in a decent way to post here, by now it's just wry sketches.
as for work, I'm SO thankful to all the customers, you're all were and are kind to me in a way I couldn't ever imagine. I've always loved working with people, I see a lot of mistakes in my art but I'm eager to bring the joy in caring for ordered art deeply. I don't actually understand if my prices equate skill and measure my artwork or not (haha I live for 200 usd per month max, so I don't care that much about survival it's usually going fine, the excess income goes to my family to better their lives). But I'm still very thankful to everyone commissioning because the main thing it allows me to have THE BEST JOB in the world! <3
I'm a chatterbox even in not my native language, so yeah a wall of text :D thank you all for following me again!
The schedule works PERFECT, I follow it strictly. Working days are balanced with days for rest or personal artwork (I'm addicted to drawing haha). With good and measured rests I do commissions/ychs/otherwork way better and feel enthusiastic about it! Medication is still being figured out, guess I'll have doses increased, but it's already NOT EVEN COMPARABLE with untreated state. Guess by now this shit is moving to an interphase, at least I don't hear voices anymore (yay lucky HJHHSAHAHA)
within last weeks' days off I created and described the pack of my new chars in a 'setting' (plot?? we use the word setting for a world you develop in your head heh) All of them are somehow therapeutic for me, representing different states and details I like to pay attention to. Guess there's no harm for a little useful hobby. I decided to be open-minded, venting in the raw. Like, art exists to represent, and my psycho adventures are kinda filling every day of my life so........ I hope once I'll finish it in a decent way to post here, by now it's just wry sketches.
as for work, I'm SO thankful to all the customers, you're all were and are kind to me in a way I couldn't ever imagine. I've always loved working with people, I see a lot of mistakes in my art but I'm eager to bring the joy in caring for ordered art deeply. I don't actually understand if my prices equate skill and measure my artwork or not (haha I live for 200 usd per month max, so I don't care that much about survival it's usually going fine, the excess income goes to my family to better their lives). But I'm still very thankful to everyone commissioning because the main thing it allows me to have THE BEST JOB in the world! <3
I'm a chatterbox even in not my native language, so yeah a wall of text :D thank you all for following me again!
I hope the medication situation is resolved soon but I'm glad what is working right now is helping! I'm wishing you the best in all aspects of your life!! You have lovely art and from my interactions you are a very lovely person! Thank you for blessing us with your work