Our one year anniversary~ π₯°
10 months ago
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Today is a very very special day~
My lovely boyfriend
SV3N and I have officially been together for an entire year as of now π₯°
A little over a year ago I was in a pretty dark place. My ex had very recently dumped me. And I was spiraling almost daily. Doing anything I could to escape the worst feeling I'd ever experienced. I was nearly emotionally dead. Using weed and alcohol to forget everything. I would go to work on autopilot. Just going through the day. I won't sugar coat it either. I even contemplated leaving the furry fandom forever. Among other feelings of self harm I won't go into~
And then I started talking to Sven more. We discovered how much we had in common and very quickly became close friends. Finding comfort in each other. He was there for me during my breakup. He kept me upright when all I wanted to do was sleep forever. He saved me. Shortly afterwards Sven went through a similarly hard breakup. And I was there for him. A shared emotional situation brought us both so close together. I'd never felt that close to someone. Felt so emotionally attached and linked to another soul. My ex never gave me that feeling. Sven gives me those feelings every single day.
When he messages me~ I smile so much. My cheeks hurt from laughing and smiling so much when we talk to one another. I get butterflies whenever I see his face. In the times I'm alone I imagine our lives together once we can finally close the distance between us and live together π₯°
2023 was a miserable year. I spent it sad. Depressed. Upset and vulnerable. My ex made me fight for every single interaction. Spending time with him seemed like pulling teeth.
2024 is the first year of my life I feel like I'm living it. It's the first year I really embraced who I am. Became more close to my friends.. and met the love of my life.
I only wish to live forever so I may never have to stop loving Sven. I feel a single lifetime simply isn't enough to give him all the love I feel for him. But I will certainly try ππ₯°
I love you Sven, very very much. Happy anniversary my sweet puppy πππ
My lovely boyfriend
SV3N and I have officially been together for an entire year as of now π₯°A little over a year ago I was in a pretty dark place. My ex had very recently dumped me. And I was spiraling almost daily. Doing anything I could to escape the worst feeling I'd ever experienced. I was nearly emotionally dead. Using weed and alcohol to forget everything. I would go to work on autopilot. Just going through the day. I won't sugar coat it either. I even contemplated leaving the furry fandom forever. Among other feelings of self harm I won't go into~
And then I started talking to Sven more. We discovered how much we had in common and very quickly became close friends. Finding comfort in each other. He was there for me during my breakup. He kept me upright when all I wanted to do was sleep forever. He saved me. Shortly afterwards Sven went through a similarly hard breakup. And I was there for him. A shared emotional situation brought us both so close together. I'd never felt that close to someone. Felt so emotionally attached and linked to another soul. My ex never gave me that feeling. Sven gives me those feelings every single day.
When he messages me~ I smile so much. My cheeks hurt from laughing and smiling so much when we talk to one another. I get butterflies whenever I see his face. In the times I'm alone I imagine our lives together once we can finally close the distance between us and live together π₯°
2023 was a miserable year. I spent it sad. Depressed. Upset and vulnerable. My ex made me fight for every single interaction. Spending time with him seemed like pulling teeth.
2024 is the first year of my life I feel like I'm living it. It's the first year I really embraced who I am. Became more close to my friends.. and met the love of my life.
I only wish to live forever so I may never have to stop loving Sven. I feel a single lifetime simply isn't enough to give him all the love I feel for him. But I will certainly try ππ₯°
I love you Sven, very very much. Happy anniversary my sweet puppy πππ
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Happy anniversary you two!