I am turning 26 by the 24th, and i been having mental depression about life, struggles, i just, mentally cannot get into being an adult due to autistum, and just how my family is in shambles, how my mother (my only good thing going on) is getting older and in pain, to my pets getting old, i just, don't know, i think i been depressed, i dunno how life will ever get any better, but i want to do better i want 2025 to be the year i get something started, to build a life.