Crap day
10 months ago
General
DragonStuff.exe has begun.
I like helping people.
And I like being competent.
But I *hate* being the only competent one around and being actively relied on to do things while others do extremely little to nothing.
(IRL people only for this one).
Angry.
Sad.
Anxious as all fuck.
Nothing gets done.
Shit's disgusting.
I can't live like this much longer.
Send fucking hugs ;_;
And I like being competent.
But I *hate* being the only competent one around and being actively relied on to do things while others do extremely little to nothing.
(IRL people only for this one).
Angry.
Sad.
Anxious as all fuck.
Nothing gets done.
Shit's disgusting.
I can't live like this much longer.
Send fucking hugs ;_;
FA+

I have never felt more alone when people near my *expect* me to do things, and then *still hinder me doing it*. It feels like a premium version of taking advantage of my kindness :-\.
Thanks hun <3.