I spent all day preparing and buying food being excited to see friends then they canceled and made me feel absolutely horrible. I won’t go into detail but I’m feeling like complete shit for some shit i didnt do. I’m pregnant and my tummy hurts.
My husband has orientation for his job tommarow… I’m really hoping he does okay I don’t wanna move back to the old house. Mentally I’ll update tommarow but if it goes bad I might check myself into the hospital… I’m just not okay.
I needed to scream into the void I been crying off n on for 3 hours now.. I need something to go right something to not make me feel horrible even if that’s selfish