10 years.....
7 months ago
It's been 10 years... since i gave birth...
10 years of me carrying a pain in my chest that doesn't go away....
10 years ago, I adopted out my son. The reason was due to the environment (family) was toxic and abusive....
To this day... when i was sitting there... signing the papers to give my son away...
"How can you be so cold?"
That's what she said to me... What my own MOTHER said to me... That's what I've carried with me... For 10 fucking years...
I had to sit there, keeping a straight face as i signed my first and only child away.... I had to sit there, accepting that this is what I'd be feeling...
I had accepted that this was the best for him. My son...
Valentines is nice....
But it hurts too much to even look at things at the store....
I hope everyone out there has a good valentines...
10 years of me carrying a pain in my chest that doesn't go away....
10 years ago, I adopted out my son. The reason was due to the environment (family) was toxic and abusive....
To this day... when i was sitting there... signing the papers to give my son away...
"How can you be so cold?"
That's what she said to me... What my own MOTHER said to me... That's what I've carried with me... For 10 fucking years...
I had to sit there, keeping a straight face as i signed my first and only child away.... I had to sit there, accepting that this is what I'd be feeling...
I had accepted that this was the best for him. My son...
Valentines is nice....
But it hurts too much to even look at things at the store....
I hope everyone out there has a good valentines...


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