trajectory
7 months ago
😸Incoming Mowing🐾
cancelling is a braindead way of dealing with anything. it is meaningless and just an excuse for boring losers to pretend like someone else is the problem instead of reflecting on themselves. online used to be a lot of fun. used to be cool, when you could just vent whatever the fuck. when you have to identify yourself like in the real world, its just a shittier version of what offline was. if you think anything about the way things are now is okay or healthy or sustainable or anything, sorry bud but you're braindead and have no clue what's going on in reality outside of your metaverse hypertube.
all i really have to say to people is
1. you're stupid if you think 20th century = bad politics- you're confusing an actual time with your own trail of mistakes.
2. i am absolutely too good for pointless menial labor- so are you, stop bootlicking.
3. i don't give a fuck about brands, i care about who/what gives me what i want and everything else can shove it.
4. tiktok is brainrot not because "its nonsense" but because instead of letting you the time to create something, it encourages shitting whatever half-assed trendy derivative nonsense out as quickly as possible thereby lowering your attention span, creativity, and honestly it makes you really fucking boring and sound dumb when you talk.
5. i do support detransitioners, and you should too. they're not some piece of you that if you are nice to them you'll do it too ya goon. next time leave your HOA human nonsense at the grassbreak instead of bringing it into the woods with you. the ghost stories about "going back to cis" are not the reality of the majority. they're still queer (surprise, queer isn't just a magic label you can place or strip, you either are or you're not no matter how you present) and honestly if you are all "support trans people who can;t transition/gay people in the closet" you're a hypocrite and a bigot to believe you shouldn't also support detransitioners. unless you want to start telling people they should obey you about what to do with their bodies, that there's a correct and incorrect way to present/identify/etc, that a certain group of people doesn't deserve rights or community..... maybe you should learn about people and their experiences before you write them all off.
6. i'm not sorry about the blue sky post because i'm fucking right and you know it. if you live in a hypertube, you end up getting fucked with whatever the hell anybody wants you to be fucked with. dragged along by peer pressure into making decisions you wouldn't want to make. i was on track to remove something i didn't actually hate, but was so wrapped up in wanting to be liked and part of the group i was setting plans in motion to get it cut off. if i had, i would have killed myself. especially after all those "friends" vanished into thin air long before all this happened. i'd be lost without it. but that, and my time learning more about how gender actually works for me has only made me more sure of who i am and what i want to be perceived as. and guess what? still girl. but of course there's no room for any actual discussion on this stuff anymore, everybody on all side is a shrieking reactionary looking for more randos to crucify. because i shared my deep gender experience, the same goobers who shared "talking gender with other trans people - greek philosophers, talking gender with the cis, screaming baby and a fed-up doctor" memes turned out to be shrieking babies and not the philosophers after all, and honestly that kind of regressive and decietful unconditional* love is exactly what i was sick of and thought i'd found something outside of. and to be absolutely clear, i'm a retransitioner. that means i transitioned, for some reason i had to detransition for a time, but ultimately i am transitioning. and yes, the dog is coming with me. you nee to be able to step away and ke a deep breath and reflect every so often. this is how some do it. if you want community, you have to actually coexist with others and their active idiosyncrasies- i'm sick to death of fuckos beating everyone down into conformity while pretending to be accepting- regardless of if the tie is red or blue. again, brands can shove it.
well. okay i guess we did figure out why everyone's all weird this time. doesn't explain the previous 4 years or so, but its good to maybe finally have someolace to start to get the fuck out of this living nightmare.
all i really have to say to people is
1. you're stupid if you think 20th century = bad politics- you're confusing an actual time with your own trail of mistakes.
2. i am absolutely too good for pointless menial labor- so are you, stop bootlicking.
3. i don't give a fuck about brands, i care about who/what gives me what i want and everything else can shove it.
4. tiktok is brainrot not because "its nonsense" but because instead of letting you the time to create something, it encourages shitting whatever half-assed trendy derivative nonsense out as quickly as possible thereby lowering your attention span, creativity, and honestly it makes you really fucking boring and sound dumb when you talk.
5. i do support detransitioners, and you should too. they're not some piece of you that if you are nice to them you'll do it too ya goon. next time leave your HOA human nonsense at the grassbreak instead of bringing it into the woods with you. the ghost stories about "going back to cis" are not the reality of the majority. they're still queer (surprise, queer isn't just a magic label you can place or strip, you either are or you're not no matter how you present) and honestly if you are all "support trans people who can;t transition/gay people in the closet" you're a hypocrite and a bigot to believe you shouldn't also support detransitioners. unless you want to start telling people they should obey you about what to do with their bodies, that there's a correct and incorrect way to present/identify/etc, that a certain group of people doesn't deserve rights or community..... maybe you should learn about people and their experiences before you write them all off.
6. i'm not sorry about the blue sky post because i'm fucking right and you know it. if you live in a hypertube, you end up getting fucked with whatever the hell anybody wants you to be fucked with. dragged along by peer pressure into making decisions you wouldn't want to make. i was on track to remove something i didn't actually hate, but was so wrapped up in wanting to be liked and part of the group i was setting plans in motion to get it cut off. if i had, i would have killed myself. especially after all those "friends" vanished into thin air long before all this happened. i'd be lost without it. but that, and my time learning more about how gender actually works for me has only made me more sure of who i am and what i want to be perceived as. and guess what? still girl. but of course there's no room for any actual discussion on this stuff anymore, everybody on all side is a shrieking reactionary looking for more randos to crucify. because i shared my deep gender experience, the same goobers who shared "talking gender with other trans people - greek philosophers, talking gender with the cis, screaming baby and a fed-up doctor" memes turned out to be shrieking babies and not the philosophers after all, and honestly that kind of regressive and decietful unconditional* love is exactly what i was sick of and thought i'd found something outside of. and to be absolutely clear, i'm a retransitioner. that means i transitioned, for some reason i had to detransition for a time, but ultimately i am transitioning. and yes, the dog is coming with me. you nee to be able to step away and ke a deep breath and reflect every so often. this is how some do it. if you want community, you have to actually coexist with others and their active idiosyncrasies- i'm sick to death of fuckos beating everyone down into conformity while pretending to be accepting- regardless of if the tie is red or blue. again, brands can shove it.
well. okay i guess we did figure out why everyone's all weird this time. doesn't explain the previous 4 years or so, but its good to maybe finally have someolace to start to get the fuck out of this living nightmare.