She's thinking too much, and it's getting in her head. It hurts me more than anything to see her like this. I need to figure out how to get down there more often to see her. Got lost in the city on my way home today. I was too distracted, digesting everything that happened during my visit, that I ended up taking the wrong turn without thinking. I'm still not familiar enough with this part of the city to recognize anything well enough, and I couldn't tell if I was meant to take that turn or not.

Made it back home safely though. As I got back to the mountains, I followed the rainbow pointing back home.

My adopted sister should be arriving tomorrow. However, she doesn't talk with mom the same way my oldest sister and I do. She talks about petty things of no importance, and it's not as comforting. I was going to visit on Friday, but then the biggest rainstorm of the season was supposed to be happening that day, so I stayed home. Outside of a few sprinkles, it was simply a cloudy day. Had patches of blue sky too. I could have gone...

Ideally, I should go down and visit every other day, but I don't think I can handle that. Not to mention it's so far away, it's eating up gas like nothing. I'm going to see if I can do a Wednesday/Sunday or a Wednesday/Friday/Sunday schedule. Heaven help us—we can use all the prayers you can muster.