Mom called me this morning. They want to try and dress her today, so I need to bring some change of clothes with me when I see her today. She sounded okay on the phone, but said that she's doing not good today, and each day is getting worse. She was likely being stoic because my sister and aunt were in the room.

As for how I'm doing, last night I thought I might be numb, but that's certainly not the case. By the grace of God, I'm feeling... confident? It lasted through the night and into this morning. Dare I say I'm actually in a good mood. Weirdly so. Paranoia has me questioning if this is either a good or a bad sign, but I'm reminding myself to just shut up and be thankful for it. It makes everything else easier to manage.

Gotta run, so I'll leave this off here. Will update later as I get more info.