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8 months ago
Yeah, so I took my weekend and I don't wanna lie to you.
I feel like shit today.
I just feel... Kinda empty lately. I feel like I hate everything I do, all designs I create, all drawing I do, whatever I write... Just everything...
I was barely able to sleep this weekend and yes, coffee was my only savior...
It often happen to me, having such up and down and sadly, I'm in a down right now.
Happen sometime, sure depression coming back, often happen from time to time.
Just hit hard when it does.
Don't worry, I'll work on my current to do list. Work will be done. Quality will not be affected.
Won't be taking any new slots for a while, I still need to do content for March and I don't think I'll have any kind of energy for new slots.
I feel like shit today.
I just feel... Kinda empty lately. I feel like I hate everything I do, all designs I create, all drawing I do, whatever I write... Just everything...
I was barely able to sleep this weekend and yes, coffee was my only savior...
It often happen to me, having such up and down and sadly, I'm in a down right now.
Happen sometime, sure depression coming back, often happen from time to time.
Just hit hard when it does.
Don't worry, I'll work on my current to do list. Work will be done. Quality will not be affected.
Won't be taking any new slots for a while, I still need to do content for March and I don't think I'll have any kind of energy for new slots.
But yay, maybe I'll try to slack off myself a bit since I'm feeling like I'm falling apart right now.
I think the worst is not that I'm feeling sad, the worst is not understand why, its just.. Taking all my energy away.
Je vais surement juste... tu sais prendre plus de temps pour faire mes trucs, j'ai tendance à toujours vouloirs faire mes commandes le plus rapidement possible, je crois que je vais me mettre des objectifs et aller un jour a la fois. J'ai fais l'erreur d'avoir habituer les gens à ce standard de ma part, d'être rapide, efficace... Quand je décide de ralentir je me sens tellement mal, comme si je laissais les gens tombés...
I was able to finish all my to do list so I'll be able to maybe take 1 days to take care of myself ^^
I wish you the best and I hope you start to feel better soon!!