seeing sentiments around again implying the fur is shallow and the flesh is deep, and these just super annoy me. if you knew me only as my stupid human meatbag you wouldn't know anything about me. i'm intensely uncomfortable around people and if left to Only Humans i shrink down and slink away. if you ask or imply wanting to know me "beyond the characters and the fursuits" i would be deeply hurt. this IS that deep me. i just don't hide it because all i've ever wanted is to be this way all the time (and of course with the easy things i keep trying to drill into particular people i could do better being me offline.). are you all treating this like a job? god please get off that insane grind addiction every millennial seems to have about social media and work, you're losing yourself and perhaps that's why you think you need to get to something else. that normal life you all claim to yearn for is nonsense, fake, doesn't exist. and let's be very real its a stupid and boring fantasy anyways. oh what, you want to lose everything that makes you you to be a breeder, pop out some brats and sit there while they grow into the next gen of awful people who know nothing while you get old and full of regrets. that's the reality bucko. the sooner you get over your internalized white fascism the better- you are queer (LGBTQ+ means the same thing, i like using the word because chunks of letters are too clunky for my writing flow and i love reclaiming it) and not part of a dozen plus six two-part baby factory. you are so much more than that, so beautiful. even if You consider yourself handsome, your soul is beautiful in a way beyond gendered understanding. your fursona is meant to be that deep part of you that the human flesh doesn't allow conveyance of. the part you keep trying to take it off to show. this isn't fucking celebrity corner, you are not expected to "put on a performance" and to be honest with you listening to everybody bitch and moan about how hard they made this on themselves by treating it like a job or some kind of life-or-death secret is INSANE, good lord do you throw a tantrum and act like you;re being made to break rocks with sticks when asked if you want to lay down and relax too? for fucks sake. i think i get the snowflake analogy now. you're all unique and beautiful but the seond there's anything going on you melt and lose all that. please grow some tougher skin, maybe even fur. no matter what in this world you're just gonna keep getting the short end if you go through life with that attitude.
i was like that, and if i didn't kick that mindset i would have offed myself. what you're getting isn't worth everything you give up. normal is so overrated i can't believe anybody is still having those sentiments.

yeah, like, idk. the more i look at modern furry culture the less i feel i associate with it, but i also feel like what we as a society have come to recognize as "modern" and think of as complete already since we're seeing it is just shit-at-the-wall-to-see-what-sticks prototyping. its so hollow and flimsy that must be what it is. anyways i can't stand it, i need stuff and people of substance in my life. furries who came back after the rainbow run part. god i wish everybody would start recognizing the stupid hypertube mindset and putting it down. its not really the tube from space mountain, but to begin to visualize it so you can out it away watch a ride pov if you haven't ridden it for that part at the beginning, you'll know what i mean when you see it. look here i even did the gosh darn legwork for you just click this https://youtu.be/WMMiZFPYg6M ......

what i really hope you take away from all this isn't my frustration or pointed tone or whatever other dumb flighty reaction nonsense, but that i want to see this community put roots back down imstead of constantly trying to take itself off. this is where you get to take off all of that shitty human garbage and be free. this place has always been the inverse of human, where the stuff that pisses you off turns you on instead. where you find a balance.
SO TAKE YOUR FAKE LUXURY GRAY PLASTIC AND TURN-YOUR-BRAIN-OFF E-Z-IGNORANCE AND EITHER THROW IT IN THE GARBAGE WHERE IT BELONGS OR GO BACK TO BEING ONLY A HUMAN AND SUFFER IN SILENCE. don't gentrify our community by bringing your cringey human baggage and kick furries like me to the wayside. we were here first, you manifest dipshits, and this is our community where we go to be SAFE FROM YOU.