idk what the hell is going on anymore, i'm out of all the loops, and all i do know is that all changed at the same time during a specific event in a specific place where a specific person said a specific thing. i feel like i've been going crazy trying to figure out what i'm supposed to do now. and, of course, what i mean by "supposed to do" is find my hookups through the annoying things the algorithm keeps putting in my way. i will say it subsided when it actually does. but the good news is the internal noise that garbage would trigger in me is quieting. thank fuck for the cool off.

also, i'm getting tired of labels because it feels too cliquey these days. i just want to be.

anyways, i'm going to go put my collar on and enjoy the fresh tighty whities that came in the other day.