Things are changing SO fast, first today marks 7 months since being with my mate, which we were friends since he was 18, he's now 35, I'll be 39 in a few months (yikes) I recently dyed my hair black for the first time ever, and it looks amazing!!! Friday we're going on a date to Texas Roadhouse, a movie and the coolest part of it is I'm getting my eyebrow and my lip pierced...I want to express myself with art, in April or May I'll be getting my first tattoo...I'm pretty stoked about that too! But I'm not here to brag, I'm just explaining I finally found my peace with my mate, my happiness and my serenity...I can actually walk with confidence in who I've become over the years and now look and see I am a fucking good person, and no one is going to take that away from me, no one any longer has the power to make me feel lowly about myself. I just want to live peacefully, do my job....which I am a in home health worker for my partner, he was born disabled so I'm here to take away the stress of things for him, while we can't legally get married, we're going to have a commitment ceremony, and we're going to be happy for life, we're mated for life like swans.<3 ..I wish you all a happy and blessed life, and that things turn in your favor.