I’m having the worse time of my live rn

I got arrested yesterday and go tpressed charges for punching my landlord because they were annoying me about not paying rent and shit and I needed more time when my job only pays 100 fucking dollars a week…
And you know what people aren’t gonna listen to my cries for help

And I lost my job because it was a cheat

And now idk what to do…

I had a meltdown breakdown

I punched a wall making my hand bleed

I’m tired of everything
Nobody want to help me here or irl

I feel depressed, stressed and suicidal