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Mid March Journal update
9 months ago
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Okay not quite mid March yet but I wanna write this update.
I sincerely apologize for my inactivity over the past month as well as my mood being a little off, it really hasn't been an easy time on my end and while I will not talk about the detail of what happened during that time, there are some things that should not be discussed online so I'm just gonna leave it at that.
Importantly I have recently been getting up in the mornings again, going to sleep at the right times and been adding breakfast back into my meal routines, as a result that my mood has been improving for the better of times, I feel I wanna return my regular activities as of next week and while I will still not be 100% as of yet at the time, I will continue to work my way to get used to doing art that I love again, especially for a living, at my own pace of course ~
I am also ready to be social to you guys again, I will try not to distance from socials in the future whenever I feel down, I understand you guys are here for me and that is one thing I am grateful, I have lost 3 watchers during that period but that's fine, I'm not on any competitive level, as long you guys really love the art I make to help my stress, that's all that matters, but now with advanced AI artwork you will NOT ever see me upload anything with that nature, all art I upload is actually self made with my own imagination.
I really do hope you're okay on your end, I want to thank you friends and watchers for continuing to support me no matter what, later in the year there will be some changes, nothing major of course but it has something to do with my gaming side, I'll let you wait and see in due time. (You will believe it when you see it, lol!)
In the meantime I wish you all well, safe and in good health! ~ *gives warm dragon hugs*
I sincerely apologize for my inactivity over the past month as well as my mood being a little off, it really hasn't been an easy time on my end and while I will not talk about the detail of what happened during that time, there are some things that should not be discussed online so I'm just gonna leave it at that.
Importantly I have recently been getting up in the mornings again, going to sleep at the right times and been adding breakfast back into my meal routines, as a result that my mood has been improving for the better of times, I feel I wanna return my regular activities as of next week and while I will still not be 100% as of yet at the time, I will continue to work my way to get used to doing art that I love again, especially for a living, at my own pace of course ~
I am also ready to be social to you guys again, I will try not to distance from socials in the future whenever I feel down, I understand you guys are here for me and that is one thing I am grateful, I have lost 3 watchers during that period but that's fine, I'm not on any competitive level, as long you guys really love the art I make to help my stress, that's all that matters, but now with advanced AI artwork you will NOT ever see me upload anything with that nature, all art I upload is actually self made with my own imagination.
I really do hope you're okay on your end, I want to thank you friends and watchers for continuing to support me no matter what, later in the year there will be some changes, nothing major of course but it has something to do with my gaming side, I'll let you wait and see in due time. (You will believe it when you see it, lol!)
In the meantime I wish you all well, safe and in good health! ~ *gives warm dragon hugs*
But besides that, even I struggle with sleep, not because of insomnia, but rather due to sleeping in at the wrong times and waking up very late in the day...So needless to say, that has been a work in progress myself...Either way, I don't eat breakfast very often as I'm more into lunch and dinner than breakfast...I tend to eat at 12am in the morning, which is why I never feel too full unless I eat a good 300 calories worth of food if you ask me.
Either way, if you do come back to twitch gaming, I will be waiting to see your status go live once more, when that happens (hopefully in the right time too since now we're in daylight saving time in the US, while Australia is going toward standard time/winter time...Which, man, I wish I would bring back winter for one to two months more...despite my family doesn't like winter very much).
As for artwork, I haven't really checked it in a while simply because I don't really find any characters you have interesting, except for the band ones you made 4 months back which I found really cute and wholesome at the same time. But other than that, there hasn't been a character except Avizergen and Tabatha and that's about it.
The experts did say that eating breakfast in the morning actually helps improve your mind and concentration, besides I personally am transitioning to be a morning guy and if I need something to eat at the start, I know what I will get to eat that I like so much, sorry to hear you haven't been sleeping well, hope that improves for you soon.
I am waiting patiently for the right time to stream my gaming again in a month time, I abandoned my original plan and decide to shape things up in the coming weeks ahead, just you wait and see ~
I am looking to create something that is new and not like my old style, while my beloved characters will still be around I am also looking into making something more complex, I am also planning to reopen my commissions once I get a sheet created and be willing to draw while feeling happy, then I might improve my skills even more for new stuff I haven't made before.
I will get back full time, even if it's not right away, besides there is still the whole year that can be improved, thanks for your support ~
It was mentioned to my nutritionist, but I just don't bother with it because, well, for me at least, I wasn't hungry by the time breakfast came around, so Lunch and Dinner were the ones I went for...Yeah, the sleeping is mostly due to either watching youtube videos or listening to music/responding to comments.
Mmm, again, as I've said before, whenever you wish to come back, go for it...Again, you still have time to prepare for your return...
Ahhhh okay...But again, I'll have to wait and see how it turns out or looks like. And while I may miss the old artwork style, it is something to see improvement and be surprised of how well it could be made.
Yeah, absolutely...Same with me...And, as always Avizergen.