I need to vent, it's vaguely political, but I won't disable comments just in case.

Not gonna lie, everything sucks and I don't think I can't do anything to change that. I applied for disability recently because I am 99% certain I haven't gotten a new job because every employer sees I have some form of autism and decides "I ain't hiring that guy, imagine having to train an employee instead of just throwing them at the problem, can't do that, we just need to remain understaffed".

So uhh, this is where the vaguely political part comes in. In case you somehow missed it (I envy you if you did), the US has been taken over by a violent hivemind of hateful piles of sentient garbage that call themselves "Republicans". And with the rest of the world just pretending to oppose it while still doing nothing to stop it, there's no guarantee that the hivemind will even let me have my appointment, let alone get one some form of support, before they cut whatever clearly needed government body supports that.

I'm fucked, and I guarantee you I am but one of millions who are fucked. Further guarantee you that I am one of the better off ones than many of the other millions who are fucked. Further further guarantee you that even being slightly less fucked than them is still not a good place to be. This apartment sucks, my mom's currently stuck in a house she wants to move out of, the only way to get any sort of livability in this hell country is through scams or many decades of generational wealth, and nobody is hiring. If even one of those details was just ever so slightly altered, I wouldn't be the sad sack I currently am, I'd still be a sad sack because of that one garbage pile who tried to murder me 6 years ago, but still.

fuck