I've changed my mind.
6 months ago
So, guys, you remember when I said that I'm thinking about quitting Furaffinity and porn altogether? Well, after careful consideration, I believe I have been too hard on myself. Because it turns out, I'm not actually addictied to pornography or furry porn at all. It was simply part of a routine as a 28 year old man. I believe the problem was the misinformation I saw on the internet when it comes to porn addiction and the negative effects of pornography. I've talked about this with my mother, thinking that I may have a problem, but after our discussion, I realized that I was doing it in moderation and not obsessing about it. So, that is why I decided to change my mind about this pornography stuff, and stay on Furaffinity.
Being a Christian can make me feel guilty about certain things, and I believe that was part of the reason why I felt guilty about this use.
So, yeah. I am sorry for making you guys worry. I was simply being too hard on myself after that bike injury I suffered, and I realize that just because I'm a Christian doesn't mean I have to be hyperfixated or worry about what I was doing was wrong.
So yeah. I'm back, guys!
Being a Christian can make me feel guilty about certain things, and I believe that was part of the reason why I felt guilty about this use.
So, yeah. I am sorry for making you guys worry. I was simply being too hard on myself after that bike injury I suffered, and I realize that just because I'm a Christian doesn't mean I have to be hyperfixated or worry about what I was doing was wrong.
So yeah. I'm back, guys!
So that is why I'm staying. It’s good to be back. =)
- but like you figured: as soon as I get something to preoccupy me (like work or creative endeavors), dirty stuff is hardly in my conscious thoughts. Moderation and self control is key.
(Kudos for being open about it with your family too. Took me ages to do so with mine, (not out of fear, but because I'm self-concious and awkward when it comes to intimate & personal matters.) )