Kepri, you've always been enough, at least to me and I know to plenty of others too. People read and enjoy your stuff but if you can't maintain doing things like this and need time, that's okay. But you have people who care and you have people who view you as enough, if you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to simply listen, me and others would happily be there.

You aren't alone sweetheart, I promise.

Hi,

I'll admit I don't know your situation, but if you are struggling with your creative output I'd suggest you decide what that creative output means to you. If you're overwhelmed, try finding ways to lighten your load.

Set a manageable limit, then cut it in half. Focus on what you can do and not what you want to do. 250 written words is better than 500 theoretical ones.

As for the loneliness, well idk your situation. Sometimes finding a local group to interact with helps, but simply popping in to say high can do wonders.

That voice saying you can't do this isn't your Jiminey Cricket, it's anxiety. Anxiety isn't truthful.

As someone who is pretty often in the same boat (and is actively taking antidepressants because of these feelings and "failures" of meeting promises and goals), please don't. Don't think that you aren't enough, because it's not about that.

You're not meant to be measured in worth, achievements, goals or deeds. You're meant to exist for the sake of it, to say hi to people if you want to, or not. To take your time in figuring out how to get out of bad ruts and situations, to learn how to deal with life and a job and people.

You don't need to trick yourself into anything. Pause, breathe, talk to anyone about this, sort these feelings out. I'm personally always available to lend an ear whenever.
Ralanr put it best down below-- anxiety's talking right now and it's absurdly loud, but it ain't speaking truth.

While not fully aware of your situation, I wish to express my utmost support for whatever you're going through and I hope whatever you do not talk about alleviates you. You are enough, you are an amazing writer, so just take a breather to recharge.

We do read this mate, and we do care about ya. Never be sorry for our sakes, you being happy and well is all anybody in this community cares about! I'm so sorry about your situation, I really hope things get better for you. Please don't hesitate to reach out to the people you love if you need somebody to talk to, they're out there and they want you to feel better.

You are a great writer mate, unironically some of the best I've seen in this community. Take as much time as you need to relax and take a break, and remember do focus on doing the stuff you love and brings you joy.

Rootin for ya, I hope things turn around for ya. I know there are tons of people out there who care deeply about you!