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Some news: my condition and future schedule of work
8 months ago
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Hi there.
I need to confess: for the last 3 months, I felt terrible: constant tiredness and anxiety, strengthless I even could say like...depressed? I've been out of my limit for a long time ago, working was a hard process for me but I kept on, and now I have something similar to burnout. Every art that you see on my page for the last 3 months was drawn through fatigue, pain, and endless feelings of dissatisfying.
I tried to get some rest, went to another city to have a break, and took the days off from drawing - anything of these don't help me enough. Fewer and fewer things that can make me feel joy. I stopped to sleep decently and any pills couldn't help me. Moreover, considering my condition I still needed to solve my IRL problems, drive the car, and help my family.
The present: I visited a doctor a few days ago and received a referral for blood tests. They found out that I have a very low level of vitamin D, Ferrum, and also the inflammatory process (but they said that for now I could ignore it and while it doesn't become worse). Also, I have BIG problems with my mental state I've got a prescription for the biggest dose of magnesium, prohibition of caffeine, and anti-anxiety pills + I need to visit a more specific doctor, 'cause probably my problem could be deep that it can be, so I'm waiting for options like tranquilizers and antidepressants (which is essential can impact on my work)
So, about my work: I'm still not sure what way I should choose, 'cause I can't draw due to my condition, but I can't make it better in a second, and I can't stop drawing 'cause I need money for my treatment. I still have some projects in process, so I to finish them first and only after I take some new commissions and finish them as well - probably I can take a big pause in my art activity.
If you'd like to help me:
- you can become a part of my Patreon and get every month: YCH preview, early access, step by step, artworks, speedpaintings with my character, and more: https://www.patreon.com/c/unknowhiter
- engage in my future YCH and adopt auctions
- be patient ๐ค
Thank you for reading this. I hope you will have a nice day.
I need to confess: for the last 3 months, I felt terrible: constant tiredness and anxiety, strengthless I even could say like...depressed? I've been out of my limit for a long time ago, working was a hard process for me but I kept on, and now I have something similar to burnout. Every art that you see on my page for the last 3 months was drawn through fatigue, pain, and endless feelings of dissatisfying.
I tried to get some rest, went to another city to have a break, and took the days off from drawing - anything of these don't help me enough. Fewer and fewer things that can make me feel joy. I stopped to sleep decently and any pills couldn't help me. Moreover, considering my condition I still needed to solve my IRL problems, drive the car, and help my family.
The present: I visited a doctor a few days ago and received a referral for blood tests. They found out that I have a very low level of vitamin D, Ferrum, and also the inflammatory process (but they said that for now I could ignore it and while it doesn't become worse). Also, I have BIG problems with my mental state I've got a prescription for the biggest dose of magnesium, prohibition of caffeine, and anti-anxiety pills + I need to visit a more specific doctor, 'cause probably my problem could be deep that it can be, so I'm waiting for options like tranquilizers and antidepressants (which is essential can impact on my work)
So, about my work: I'm still not sure what way I should choose, 'cause I can't draw due to my condition, but I can't make it better in a second, and I can't stop drawing 'cause I need money for my treatment. I still have some projects in process, so I to finish them first and only after I take some new commissions and finish them as well - probably I can take a big pause in my art activity.
If you'd like to help me:
- you can become a part of my Patreon and get every month: YCH preview, early access, step by step, artworks, speedpaintings with my character, and more: https://www.patreon.com/c/unknowhiter
- engage in my future YCH and adopt auctions
- be patient ๐ค
Thank you for reading this. I hope you will have a nice day.
MrDragon - Chrissy
~xxdragon7656xx
Whiter sweetheart.. I hope that this is the start of a recovery for you, the things you do to make us all happy means that you should be happy as well. I treasure your gift to me endlessly and if you ever need someone to lean on my door is always open for you, always <3
Fiona_Foxton
~fionafoxton
Aww Whiter, so sorry to hear you're feeling this way, though I can understand things can't be easy. That it is also affecting your physical health too is concerning. Concoro and I both send our love and hope things will work out. Feel free to contact us if you wish.
~Raimo
~~raimo
Please focus on your recovery as much as you can. You're such a good artist and person! I'm always willing to support you.
Kirimin
~kirimin
Sorry to hear that you're not doing well, hopefully things will take a turn for the better and start looking up soon. Much love!
ctwoafiveb
~ctwoafiveb
Wishing you the absolute best, please take good care of yourself. ๐
Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that you are having so much difficulty! Take all the time you need, sending well wishes and hopefully newfound strength your way.
