Well, I talked to that person, and I was finally able to resolve the dilemma I had with the failed commission (and it only took me over 10 months...)

I WON'T make the same mistake again, and in order to avoid it, I've decided to stay in my comfort zone and NEVER try to open commissions again.

To those who supported me with their advices last time, I want to thank you all for taking your time to help me. I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart <3

Cheers and have a nice day! ^^