Very depend on others. Holiday rants.
15 years ago
Well I have to face somehow, that I might be too influenced from what others tell of my work, it's a nasty habit. Don't get me wrong, it's good to get feedback and comments, I don't mind that, it's just that I get too discouraged of what others say or what people will think, when I start something. It's like seeing problems that isn't there.
Take comics, I would love to do comics, but I worry a lot of what others think, is I'm not using rules right, like 9 grid or golden ratio. Too much aiming for a perfect comic, which is impossible, but doesn't help that I criticize my work before it's even half done.
I guess it's has become a habit, but when it started or when it became a serious problem, I don't know.
Other then that, still trying to try to get people to give me advice on comics or art. Never happy with my art, it could help me improve or destroy my art. Only time will tell.
Some say I do comics well, but can you really do well, when you can't reach your goal or get closer to it?
I've had over 50 comic ideas and about 4 web-comics, without being able to do much to really do anything that is good. Have been working on one currently called Innocent Sins, but I'm worry of letting people down. Funny isn't it.
Well it's a usually rant I think, on to something else.
Just seen Sherlock Holmes, I liked it. Was worried it would be pretty bad, but got lucky.
Using much of my time looking at other peoples are and getting impressed and jealous, happens pretty often ^^;
Looking at muscle art and photo to get anatomy better down. Still have to do art for people, so hoping to use it for that, but should just learn to get them done as good as I'm able to do now.
Been thinking of doing Christmas something for the gallery or presents to people, but taken too long, it's too late for anything. Happens very often, not good at deadlines, doesn't only count for art either.
I think in most cases, people should take what I say with a grain of salt, since I have suicide tendencies and wonder if drugs make things better, but never come around to it, so I don't think it's that serious. Even this rant. It's pretty much the same as with many others, but it's an okay way to vent, I think.
Take comics, I would love to do comics, but I worry a lot of what others think, is I'm not using rules right, like 9 grid or golden ratio. Too much aiming for a perfect comic, which is impossible, but doesn't help that I criticize my work before it's even half done.
I guess it's has become a habit, but when it started or when it became a serious problem, I don't know.
Other then that, still trying to try to get people to give me advice on comics or art. Never happy with my art, it could help me improve or destroy my art. Only time will tell.
Some say I do comics well, but can you really do well, when you can't reach your goal or get closer to it?
I've had over 50 comic ideas and about 4 web-comics, without being able to do much to really do anything that is good. Have been working on one currently called Innocent Sins, but I'm worry of letting people down. Funny isn't it.
Well it's a usually rant I think, on to something else.
Just seen Sherlock Holmes, I liked it. Was worried it would be pretty bad, but got lucky.
Using much of my time looking at other peoples are and getting impressed and jealous, happens pretty often ^^;
Looking at muscle art and photo to get anatomy better down. Still have to do art for people, so hoping to use it for that, but should just learn to get them done as good as I'm able to do now.
Been thinking of doing Christmas something for the gallery or presents to people, but taken too long, it's too late for anything. Happens very often, not good at deadlines, doesn't only count for art either.
I think in most cases, people should take what I say with a grain of salt, since I have suicide tendencies and wonder if drugs make things better, but never come around to it, so I don't think it's that serious. Even this rant. It's pretty much the same as with many others, but it's an okay way to vent, I think.
Membership comes with multiple advantages like... hum... awareness of your own problems?
Wish I knew how to leave the club myself.
Sorry to hear you have the same problems, and hope you had a merry Christmas and have a good new year.
Good work in your gallery and hope you'll keep it up. Might ask you some things later on.
Ask me things? Ah, you've said too little or too much there.
Now I need to know
*hugs and squeezes tight* Your an awesome person and an awesome artist.