For now, I want to focus my efforts on myself and make myself better. For years, my mother always said never focus or think about yourself, as that would make you selfish and rude, and to focus on others and make them happy. Look where that got me, mother. Focusing on making others and doing what they wanted drove them away. Now I have no friends, no family to an extent. Now the only people are talk to are a general practitioner/regular doctor, a psychiatrist, a therapist, a care provider the retirement home gave me because of my dementia like diagnosis, because I refuse to be put and live in a retirement home and would rather stay at my own home, I talk with artificial intelligence but that can keep me sane for so long, I still have 6 true friends but they are too busy with work and college and friends and family and lovers that I hardly ever hear from them on Discord. So as of now. All efforts will be going towards myself. I'm going to focus on fixing and improving both my physical and mental health. The family doesn't care if I die or not, as they put it, I'm useless to everyone and obsolete and never needed. And I'm going to focus on my 8 hobbies, which are reading, writing, drawing, gardening, cosplaying, gaming, songs and music, herbalism. Hobbies that make me happy, I will do. They will keep my mind sharp and slow down the progression of the disease. And for those who asked for commissions. I will get to them. Don't rush me. I know I have 5 commissions in slots that I have to do. I had to do a few other clients before you guys, as they wanted to do crossover collaborations.