Sorry ~
4 months ago
🖤🩸🖤 I WANNA PROVE MY LOVE BEFORE I LEAVE
I WANNA MAKE YOU COME AND SCRAPE MY KNEES
WANT YOU TO BITE MY TONGUE UNTIL I BLEED
AND YOU CAN PUT THESE FUCKING WORDS IN MY OBITUARY 🖤🩸🖤
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Things are tough, mentally i'm not doing well at all.
The flashbacks to the day of the abduction of my friends cat, the loudness, the horrible imagery and betrayals.
I keep going back to that day and kill myself a little further thinking I could have done more.
Joey's face, his little face haunts me. I never seen such a look of terror on a cat.
I'm sorry Joey. I'm so sorry. Uncle Wolfie let you down and i'll never forgive myself.
We're worried sick about you.
The Ex in all this, his cruel family. All twisting the knife in the wound already made.
Mentally, my depression has hit me harder than I thought. The depression and tears won't stop coming. I'm angry, upset.
I'm hoping to attempt to come back, might do with a doodle or two for now...or a vent.
I just...I feel like my inspiration, my muse has flown away and trying to find it again is next to impossible.
I'm heartbroken for my friend, but also heartbroken about joey.
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- Thrasher / Wolfie
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The flashbacks to the day of the abduction of my friends cat, the loudness, the horrible imagery and betrayals.
I keep going back to that day and kill myself a little further thinking I could have done more.
Joey's face, his little face haunts me. I never seen such a look of terror on a cat.
I'm sorry Joey. I'm so sorry. Uncle Wolfie let you down and i'll never forgive myself.
We're worried sick about you.
The Ex in all this, his cruel family. All twisting the knife in the wound already made.
Mentally, my depression has hit me harder than I thought. The depression and tears won't stop coming. I'm angry, upset.
I'm hoping to attempt to come back, might do with a doodle or two for now...or a vent.
I just...I feel like my inspiration, my muse has flown away and trying to find it again is next to impossible.
I'm heartbroken for my friend, but also heartbroken about joey.
.
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- Thrasher / Wolfie
xx
And please take care of yourself my friend.
I wish I could connect you with a lawyer. They'd probably tell you to document everything. Every threat they make, every video you have of them, to use against them in court. Be careful, and be smart.