What People Don't Get or Understand about Me
7 months ago
General
For most of the people on this beautiful planet. Don't count yourself out. You know it's true. I'm fatally introverted. But more or quiet and reversed. But everyone tends to judge me and use the wrong labels on me, meeting me for the first 5 seconds in person, or on video call, or audio call. I always have this almost vacant look the entire time. I'm always not outwardly showing my wonder for it all, assessing each and every thing internally. Compared to what, when can I clearly see each thought clear as day without ever needing to speak. It's only when I see the humans, life that is so fragile compared to plants and animals and insects, in the vulnerability of sleep, that my expression changes only ever so a very tiny ity bity change. All my Inside Out emotions are constantly communicating at once on whatever I do in life. That's why I always look so unresponsive. Not because I'm bored with you, or I don't care about you, or hate you. Though people tend to jump on that boat or conclusion that quickly. For those who actually took their time and stayed with me and got used to my this. And got to know my Inside Out emotions and my almost seamless void looks. Thank you. You actually made the effort to actually get to know me and earn the close friend badge from me. As for the rest of human society. That's okay. I'm starting to get used to you all freezing me out completely like they did to Elsa in Frozen. I was taught all subjects by one teacher in total isolation away from all students and teachers and staff in a solitary confinement room from elementary, middle, and high school. I was thrown in solitary confinement in prison and a mental hospital. So I'm just laying it out there, the real me. The real gay, bottom, furry, solitary, vacant artist.
Nephalem_Malachi
~nephalemmalachi
You Are Not Alone
StevenR380680
~stevenr380680
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Thanks Mal.
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