It has been a quiet year with much happening behind the scenes. A lot has changed in my world and I am thriving. I moved states and left a long-term relationship at the end of last year. Since then, I have grown my art career, focused on doing the things that have been on the back burner, and grown with someone who has been my anchor and love. I even have an international artist residency lined up for 2026! And diving into the world of exotics and arachnids - it's a slippery slope! There is also a lot emotionally I'm working through and towards and it is pushing me to be my best self. For the first time, I'm really feeling like I'm being honest with myself and discovering what drives me and brings me fulfilment.

I entered this FWA on the heels of sudden and intense panic attacks, which are thankfully on the mend. But it put a damper on how much I could catch up and enjoy great company. Due to some of the changes in my world, there are some people who would love nothing to do with me, which instinctively distressed me. Throughout the weekend, I conquered my panic and refocused onto the dear folks who have shown me nothing but love, compassion and patience. My highlight was enjoying an evening of cocktails and cigars at a local speakeasy, surrounded by comforting faces and fierce friends, chatting on and on about a myriad of subjects. That made it all worth it, the panic just faded into nothing, even if just for a night. It reminded me that not everyone will understand or care to know and that's not my concern. My friends have been fiercely loyal and they make everything around me make sense. I love them.

I have anger and I am making it work for me to become my best self.

If you're reading this, thanks for a moment of your time. There is furry art waiting to be shared, just bear with me. Bare?