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We are so tired
5 months ago
Our kiddo is sick. Again, 4th time this year. We are so tired often as he can't sleep. He is nonverbal so often we have to deduce what helps him or not. Add horrifying tantrums and shrieking - do you remember the zombified newborn from the Dawn of the Living Dead from 2004? Or those pale mutants from I am legend?
As I mentioned we don't have family support. Np grandmas grandpas etc.
M brother fiancee kinda manipulated everyone against us, my wife's mother and sister are classical entitled narcissists. Everyone just has hurtful comments/advices, orders and demands so fuck them honestly - they shown their true colours.
We dealt recently with multiple equipment failures at work so I've spent multiple hours servicing the hardware.
I wish I could share something positive but there isn't much. I just do commishes for money and that's it. I do photos of the surroundings and I share them with some folks from here but that's all. I kinda stopped and forgotten how to be funny and interesting. I have almost nothing to talk about with 99% of people and honestly I'm sorry that maybe some of you are trauma dumped/bombed.
I've played the new Silent Hill 2 remake since October - still havent finished the game. Watched some Black Mirror new episodes. This year we have maybe a 4 days of warmth since the January. Really. This May is one of the coldest in history. Rain, frost, snow.
And what's about you folks?
As I mentioned we don't have family support. Np grandmas grandpas etc.
M brother fiancee kinda manipulated everyone against us, my wife's mother and sister are classical entitled narcissists. Everyone just has hurtful comments/advices, orders and demands so fuck them honestly - they shown their true colours.
We dealt recently with multiple equipment failures at work so I've spent multiple hours servicing the hardware.
I wish I could share something positive but there isn't much. I just do commishes for money and that's it. I do photos of the surroundings and I share them with some folks from here but that's all. I kinda stopped and forgotten how to be funny and interesting. I have almost nothing to talk about with 99% of people and honestly I'm sorry that maybe some of you are trauma dumped/bombed.
I've played the new Silent Hill 2 remake since October - still havent finished the game. Watched some Black Mirror new episodes. This year we have maybe a 4 days of warmth since the January. Really. This May is one of the coldest in history. Rain, frost, snow.
And what's about you folks?
For this reason I never feel I have more than 2 -3 months of future, subjectively. Absolutely nothing is certain beyond that time frame. And in the background, there's always the risk of Final Collapse, be it mental, financial, or both, which will remove me from the world of the sane permanently.
I kind of made my peace with that, I'm sarcastic about it rather than despaired and I try to have as much fun as I can, while I can.
A w tym tygodniu, to w dzień Matki zabrałem mamę do teatru, Teatr Capitol u nas akurat grał gościnnie. Sztuka taka luźna, z humorem, idealna na poniedziałek. A dziś jeszcze mam w planie "Anime Urbis", jest to co roczone wydarzenie organizowane przez nasz MDK Resursa, gdzie wieczorami odkrywamy dawne historie ciekawych miejsc w mieście. W tym roku tematyką jest "podziemia", więc pewnie po piwnicach będą nas ciągnąć~
Ja bym się kwalifikował do tych milczkowatych pewnie, bo mieszkam już trzeci rok w moim bloku i chyba tylko 4-5 sąsiadów kojarzę tylko z widzenia... ale mi to nawet pasuje jak się nikt do mnie nie odzywa i mi czterech liter nie zawraca, bo ja standardowo to introwertyk jestem xD