Journal: Address the predatory wolfish poachers
5 months ago
Definition dictionary:
-Wolfish: resembling or likened to a wolf, especially in being rapacious, voracious, or lascivious.
-Predatory (ALT Definition): seeking to exploit others.
-Poachers: Person who hunts or catches game or fish illegally.
Disclaimer: Please respect my opinion, perspective perception and personal offense trauma.
Has anyone notice the frequent trope some of my artworks? Yep, it is nasty huskies.
Why? They are overrated due to difficult to handle, too vigorous that cause burn out and high risk and i hate them personally due to devaluing my wellbeing and predate the matter of my life like a poacher and invasive wildlife.
There a lot of huskies breeds that related to each others and heres the list: Siberian husky, Chucki sleddog/husky, Seppala siberian sleddog/husky, Alaskan malamute, Alaskan klee kai, Alaskan husky, Canadian eskimo husky, Greenland husky, Tamaskan dog/husky, Utonagon dog/husky, Northern Inuit dog/husky, Shiloh and King shepherd, American alasion, Eurohound, Kugsha, Native american indian dog/husky, Chinook, Mackenzie river husky, Alaskan noble companion and Czech mountain dog.
Why Huskies are overrated? (More detail from said before)
-When people adopted them, they get disappointed, frustrated and regret owning one which lead to dump them either streets or countryside into stray then breed feral while invasive to wildlife ecosystem and pest to residential.
-Double coated fur do shed a lot into messy and heat stress.
-Vigorous energy due to breed's background and bred for which can cause burn out on owner to look after.
-When husky not getting excised can led to destructive behaviour (just like others animal) but also escape artist that going to be cat and mouse chase to retrieve them back.
-Wolf wanna be temperament of attitude, stubborn, wolfish,
-High risk of prey drive instinct due to breed's background and bred for hunting, artic origin, adaptation (by group of indigenous Inuit-Aleut peoples) and carnivore diet.
-Huskies come from the arctic and the arctic has a lack of vegetation in winter season and polar night which means less photosynthesis. A cause they have carnivore diet and the special diet requirement for breed's need is expensive due to both raw and high meat based contained are most expensive dog food but also have to allow non-husky dogs to access them for healthy, working and equality reason as cannot keep all special resources to husky exclusively. Another issue is very dark, the shady cost cutting which means poaching, trapping, kidnapping/theft/stolen (livestock and pets) and fraudulent rehoming animals to be slaughtered or live feeding (Not vore) to feed their husky.
-The Strength due to breed's background and bred for mushing/sledding which they gonna pull and drag the dog walker.
-Why is it so hypocritical of huskies not being banned due to same capable of danger as banned dog breeds (Japanese tosa, Pitbull, American bully XL, Dogo argentino and Fila Brasileiros). It's actually the stereotype, appearance, reputation, headline, irresponsibility and damage control on blame the animal, not the abusive owner excuse to ditch responsibility.
-There better alternative wolf-like dogs breeds even underrated: Samoyed, Finnish and Swedish lapphund, Lapponian herder, Keeshond, Eurasier, Elo dog, Shiba inu, Shikoku inu, Hokkaido inu, Kishu inu, Swedish and Norwegian Elkhound, Cierny sery (Black Slovak shepherd), Mantiqueira Shepherd, Gaucho sheepdog, Garafian Shepherd (Pastor garafiano), Lobito Herreno, White swiss shepherd, Swedish vallhund, Nenet laika, Tervuren and Groenendael Belgium shepherd, German shepherd, Dutch shepherd, Cane lupino del gigante, Cane paratore/Cane toccatore, Pastore della Lessinia e del Lagorai, Rough collie, Can de pallerio, some Old German herding dogs, Bohemian shepherd, Eastern European shepherd, Korean Jindo, Pungsan dog, Donggyeongi, Lài dog, Zerdava, Thai bangkaew, Jeju dog, American eskimo, Japanese spitz, Kintamani dog, Tonya finosu, Hmong bobtail dog, Throwback chow chow, and more. (By the way, please do research to find the right breed to adopt that suitable for your lifestyle and capable of handlement to reach the breed's need. Additional pet care training from experience by volunteering and also study by educational course: Holly and Hugo is recommended https://hollyandhugo.com/)
-In fandom and sub-culture (Furry, Wolfkin, animal and wolf-related franchise like Alpha and Omega, Wolf king, Twilight, 100% wolf, Wolfquest, Legend of Zelda: twilight princess, Beastars, Zootopia and more): Huskies are most recognisable and go to due to charisma, athletic, attractive, larger than life, mystical, majestic, respected, charming, wolf-like, popular, special, powerful, heroic and more but there are wide range of wolf-like dogs said before that are underrated, more special, unique, obscure and under-represented.
I hate husky personally and how they
-Animal supremacy: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKC.....5&t=5s) I have been effected by this dynamic relationship and it's just like in comparison a sanctimonies' Golden child and scapegoat child of how animals are golden and I was scapegoat.
Is that why i'm furry, just to become like the golden child to get what I yearn for like lycanthropy? No, I loved animals since childhood even far back younger in primary stage and been my interest and obsession ever since that led to me become a furry.
Weaponizing animal as golden child to justify bigotry and discriminately violation on humanity is sanctimonious degeneracy that fly under the rader in plain sight is frustrating as nobody saw the visible red flag in front of them. Regardless the polar opposite is animal cruelty cause people to become abusers inflicted on people which is true but also trying to warn as it's the same for z00phila/bestiality cause people to become abusive sex offender on people.
It's depressing of how my family treats animals far better than me with husbandry, breeding, nutrition, medication, great welfare, bond and getting to know the animal (even they used effective method of killing all the fleas and lice by coating with baby oil and then washed it with tea tree pet shampoo) while they treat me dehumanised, pressure, scapegoat, misunderstood, fear and more. I have my own pets.
This why I hated people who hates humanity/humanise, dignity and Samaritan, behave antisocial that harms others, believe all civil kind is evil and prefer animals instead. I get it why because bad apple aspect of society sucks as hell especially they been overshadowed positive, manipulating and controlling everyone like cult, gatekeeping your reputation and accessibility like they think they are guardian of society keeping evil at bay, misconception propaganda with stereotypes, lies and more, gang of mobs think they protest against you into outcast like social elitism and dominating communities, industries, locals and neighbourhood. People sucks even they are animals (Furries/Scalies/Kin/Lycanthrope/Therian/Spirit animal/mascot/family emblem crest and more).
-Overrated due to what I said before.
-Damage already been done: Broken by intrusive thoughts haunted by the incident. Helpless, alone, invalidated, blameable and stigmatised on unchallengeable. Distrustful, triggering, purify,
-Reminds me of personal offenders: sanctimonious peoples.
-Difficult to raised and high risk as banned dog breeds due to what I said before.
-Charismatic, Attitude, larger than life and charming just like my abuser and signs as manipulative hypnotising into dependency both loyal servant: loyal dictatorship officer of minion network, twist narrative into believing in delusional fictional worldbuilding created and dictated by abuser as they are god, and for victims: framed entrapment, submissive and obedience, prized possession, imprisonment at bay and suppression, tolerating and enduring excuse for abuse as norm, efficiency, fulfil desire, sacrifice, punishment and sympathy and more. I hate falling into this even I must always restrain myself to prevent happening again.
-Sanctimonious high-ground preachy wolf-in-sheep's-clothing, husky has heroic and majestic with wolf spirit reputation but twist villain behind back and plain sight.
-Awful husky people like Nacho doggo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJ9E7YFGSU8), Sephius riverdare and Elite knight from 2018 Zoosadist leak (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1oRopywyP0k), Lumin city (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4u0WPdimY9w), Evil Sibe (https://youtu.be/k_yLQXYysCw?si=eun.....&t=750), Cenny husky (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-grJDTogI8), Zrcalo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKjMVKH4yHo + https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxFaDzCB7l0), Nitro Roosky (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fsPMoVvpbso), Minty the husky2 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcFoKS6Lmyg), Saitama Dog Lover Serial Murderers/Pet shop of horrors (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpscAa-BRJY).
-Bad incident and red flags: Years ago, I went to an animal experience (Camping with wolves/huskies) at wildlife park as special holiday trip on early June. It took one harmless mistake that was normal and went cold then haunted ever since. Before that, there is something questionable about the littered animal prey remains in enclosure when meet the pack visit that I ask question about controversial practice in animal care is live feeding on husky's diet (Reptile video about live feeding debate): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TP6HbJ6T5QU. At the time, before this is there's youtube video exposing the cruelty of this practice in captive wild animals in zoo/wildlife park/sanctuary and domesticated pets, NERD called out the infamous youtuber Reptile channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tiM.....mp;amp;t=1373s about the practice, intention of desirable fulfil vore fetish and zoosadism, disrespecting prey and faking education to disguise snuff film content. NERD mention is if it dogs then justice would be taken action easily compared to reptile in marginalised.
The staff responds is no but later my parent ask how much dog food to feed the entire pack and the staff responds it a lot of money. So I speculate it just cutting cost of why they feed animal corpses from either hunting or trapping or abattoir or adopted nor something but there might be something more to this is: Is it natural feeding to simulate huskies as wolves? or Zoosadism?. I understand the huskies background with indigenous in arctic as vegetation sparse, meaty diet is common in survival and working dog diet that explain why husky require raw meat diet which led to concerning question about high risk to people like banned dog breeds.
The huskies are adopted from shelter as rescued (I think) like rehomed from bad upbringing, once in custody of bad owners and before euthanised if from kill shelter.
When you own pets, the most common thing to do is cuddle and petting pampered them like a living teddy bear and emotional support. Then when meeting with other pets, the first thing to do is ask to pet them is they are safe. Then in animal experience that animal is legally exhibit which they supposed to be safe and the park allow petting, what the first thing to do?, petting. Sometime in animal experience and petting zoo or farm allow you held, handling and cuddle the animal depend on the what species is appropriate and animal's individual comfort, personality, trained and safety toward visitors. But if it is in husky experience? Domesticated dog which is a special breed that's allowed to be petted, interact, do basic tricks and safe for visitors. Well no sadly betrayal disappointed, In this wildlife park, the huskies have been legally exhibited to be interact by visitors but when hugging and cuddling have gotten confusion, safety concern and questioning.
Before animal experts (or so called or supremacist) put excuse for abuse and victim blame me.
I forgot to ask permission because of excitement, normalised and petting allowed, didn't thought it be such problematic as I did been to petting farm and zoo before that allowed to held handled. When hugged one, the staff said no repeatedly like Ad0lf H*tler shouting Nein repeatedly (Means No in German language) and got into trouble over silly thing like it's in Art commentary community (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezi.....&t=18s). No welfare check or questioning to understand nor humanised me to help me improve but ruthlessly judgemental reject me like it's end of the world. It felt like they don't care about me and hop into conclusion i'm the terrible person. Cared about their reputation, huskies, licence, park and more like antisocial Narcissist than civil sentiment beings with safety and wellbeing.
I hate it when people being ruthless, cold hearted, dismissive, neglectful, uncaring, uninterest and contradicting while they actually care is f**king abusive interaction and relationship. It's dishonest when they don't let you know when it's challenging their believes, conflicted, processing, don't understand, feeling desensitised and more. It felt betrayal, gaslight, distrustful, unloved, less valued like life don't matter, guilt tripping and uncaring that make people like me vulnerable of yearning for need that make it easier to preyed upon by predatory groomers. This ruthless behaviour and habit is symptom lead to dark stage of becoming far extreme offender like domestic abuser if unchecked, unreported, unspoken, deny and negligence.
I didn't get a chance to explain but left confused and shamed.
My parent made it worse tomorrow about of getting into trouble and asking me question in mad tone. I couldn't think why as I scared and powerless as i'm already cornered.
I been haunted by this ever since and intrusive thoughts has pick it up into formed a demon persona. Guilt tripping me as creeper who touch other perversely uncomfortably. They plays as the perpetual victim who never overcome the victimhood like irredeemable true crime perpetrators who remorselessly, justify, excuseful, prideful on commitment but inflict their pain onto others as excuse their evil for being victim and allowed to abusive. They overreact and judgemental. They pick on me in entrapment like hunting their prey then torment prey sadistically and violently.
There is something eerie about the safety of animal exhibit, if specific harmless petting is forbidden means either anthropomorphise cognition of animals as same mentality as human (Which should not be treated this way and harmful misunderstood due to animal cognition is different to human and has brain of toddler), animal supremacist which dehumanised people as savages of scapegoat child and treating animals as innocent of golden child or negligence nor lack off animal training and rehabilitation on rescued animal and relaying a lot of pressure on visitors as shifting their responsibility on other people due to sanctimonious.
When animal prone to aggression and traumatic triggers than don't bother exhibiting them on to the public and visitors. Rehabilitated and train them properly and completely! Don't have enough time? Than hire a professional trainer! Don't have the money? Than stop adopting more huskies and do one at a time! and how about your budgeting skill, cutting corner cost and more!.
There is consequence of animal aggression and violent provoking attack is animal will get ceased into authority's custody and get euthanised as damage is already done. There be prosecution, prison sentence, fine, forfeit, loss of licence and criminal record. Don't blame responsibility and negligence on victim blaming.
There also aftermath on victim is PSTD, depression, personal offense, low-self esteem, self doubt in shame and guilt, triggering on innocent things like husky breed, fans, owner, industries and community, prone to get discriminated by prejudice, vulnerable to predators and groomers, intrusive thoughts that can cause mental breaking point of insanity that led to hatred, hypervigilant revenge for justice and closure, struggle with inner peace, stable regular lifestyle, coping, processing, anxiety with paranoia and more.
Trauma is forever lifetime that never goes away and victim will struggle to recover and overcome on personal offense.
I'm aware and are a thing about that there bad visitors and people who torment animals by teasing, scaring, trolling and provoking animals, aggressive punishment on animala, devaluing animals as hollow husk of organism than sentiment being, filthy uncivilised savages and more but this incident is where this has never happened but just accusation.
I will not mention, tag and linked to Wildlife park's identity and their staff. Is not forgive but it's actually national identity. When it reveal, the park will witch-hunt and snitch on me.
I felt like prey to husky like huskies are invasive predator that destroys ecosystem as they dictate fate. Victimised themselves as misunderstood wolves but actually already beloved and respected canine.
Why the trope?
Venting, coping and processing pain. I already sketched a lot.
Utsu-P Eat song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vUoaT7I3Ok
-Wolfish: resembling or likened to a wolf, especially in being rapacious, voracious, or lascivious.
-Predatory (ALT Definition): seeking to exploit others.
-Poachers: Person who hunts or catches game or fish illegally.
Disclaimer: Please respect my opinion, perspective perception and personal offense trauma.
Has anyone notice the frequent trope some of my artworks? Yep, it is nasty huskies.
Why? They are overrated due to difficult to handle, too vigorous that cause burn out and high risk and i hate them personally due to devaluing my wellbeing and predate the matter of my life like a poacher and invasive wildlife.
There a lot of huskies breeds that related to each others and heres the list: Siberian husky, Chucki sleddog/husky, Seppala siberian sleddog/husky, Alaskan malamute, Alaskan klee kai, Alaskan husky, Canadian eskimo husky, Greenland husky, Tamaskan dog/husky, Utonagon dog/husky, Northern Inuit dog/husky, Shiloh and King shepherd, American alasion, Eurohound, Kugsha, Native american indian dog/husky, Chinook, Mackenzie river husky, Alaskan noble companion and Czech mountain dog.
Why Huskies are overrated? (More detail from said before)
-When people adopted them, they get disappointed, frustrated and regret owning one which lead to dump them either streets or countryside into stray then breed feral while invasive to wildlife ecosystem and pest to residential.
-Double coated fur do shed a lot into messy and heat stress.
-Vigorous energy due to breed's background and bred for which can cause burn out on owner to look after.
-When husky not getting excised can led to destructive behaviour (just like others animal) but also escape artist that going to be cat and mouse chase to retrieve them back.
-Wolf wanna be temperament of attitude, stubborn, wolfish,
-High risk of prey drive instinct due to breed's background and bred for hunting, artic origin, adaptation (by group of indigenous Inuit-Aleut peoples) and carnivore diet.
-Huskies come from the arctic and the arctic has a lack of vegetation in winter season and polar night which means less photosynthesis. A cause they have carnivore diet and the special diet requirement for breed's need is expensive due to both raw and high meat based contained are most expensive dog food but also have to allow non-husky dogs to access them for healthy, working and equality reason as cannot keep all special resources to husky exclusively. Another issue is very dark, the shady cost cutting which means poaching, trapping, kidnapping/theft/stolen (livestock and pets) and fraudulent rehoming animals to be slaughtered or live feeding (Not vore) to feed their husky.
-The Strength due to breed's background and bred for mushing/sledding which they gonna pull and drag the dog walker.
-Why is it so hypocritical of huskies not being banned due to same capable of danger as banned dog breeds (Japanese tosa, Pitbull, American bully XL, Dogo argentino and Fila Brasileiros). It's actually the stereotype, appearance, reputation, headline, irresponsibility and damage control on blame the animal, not the abusive owner excuse to ditch responsibility.
-There better alternative wolf-like dogs breeds even underrated: Samoyed, Finnish and Swedish lapphund, Lapponian herder, Keeshond, Eurasier, Elo dog, Shiba inu, Shikoku inu, Hokkaido inu, Kishu inu, Swedish and Norwegian Elkhound, Cierny sery (Black Slovak shepherd), Mantiqueira Shepherd, Gaucho sheepdog, Garafian Shepherd (Pastor garafiano), Lobito Herreno, White swiss shepherd, Swedish vallhund, Nenet laika, Tervuren and Groenendael Belgium shepherd, German shepherd, Dutch shepherd, Cane lupino del gigante, Cane paratore/Cane toccatore, Pastore della Lessinia e del Lagorai, Rough collie, Can de pallerio, some Old German herding dogs, Bohemian shepherd, Eastern European shepherd, Korean Jindo, Pungsan dog, Donggyeongi, Lài dog, Zerdava, Thai bangkaew, Jeju dog, American eskimo, Japanese spitz, Kintamani dog, Tonya finosu, Hmong bobtail dog, Throwback chow chow, and more. (By the way, please do research to find the right breed to adopt that suitable for your lifestyle and capable of handlement to reach the breed's need. Additional pet care training from experience by volunteering and also study by educational course: Holly and Hugo is recommended https://hollyandhugo.com/)
-In fandom and sub-culture (Furry, Wolfkin, animal and wolf-related franchise like Alpha and Omega, Wolf king, Twilight, 100% wolf, Wolfquest, Legend of Zelda: twilight princess, Beastars, Zootopia and more): Huskies are most recognisable and go to due to charisma, athletic, attractive, larger than life, mystical, majestic, respected, charming, wolf-like, popular, special, powerful, heroic and more but there are wide range of wolf-like dogs said before that are underrated, more special, unique, obscure and under-represented.
I hate husky personally and how they
-Animal supremacy: (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKC.....5&t=5s) I have been effected by this dynamic relationship and it's just like in comparison a sanctimonies' Golden child and scapegoat child of how animals are golden and I was scapegoat.
Is that why i'm furry, just to become like the golden child to get what I yearn for like lycanthropy? No, I loved animals since childhood even far back younger in primary stage and been my interest and obsession ever since that led to me become a furry.
Weaponizing animal as golden child to justify bigotry and discriminately violation on humanity is sanctimonious degeneracy that fly under the rader in plain sight is frustrating as nobody saw the visible red flag in front of them. Regardless the polar opposite is animal cruelty cause people to become abusers inflicted on people which is true but also trying to warn as it's the same for z00phila/bestiality cause people to become abusive sex offender on people.
It's depressing of how my family treats animals far better than me with husbandry, breeding, nutrition, medication, great welfare, bond and getting to know the animal (even they used effective method of killing all the fleas and lice by coating with baby oil and then washed it with tea tree pet shampoo) while they treat me dehumanised, pressure, scapegoat, misunderstood, fear and more. I have my own pets.
This why I hated people who hates humanity/humanise, dignity and Samaritan, behave antisocial that harms others, believe all civil kind is evil and prefer animals instead. I get it why because bad apple aspect of society sucks as hell especially they been overshadowed positive, manipulating and controlling everyone like cult, gatekeeping your reputation and accessibility like they think they are guardian of society keeping evil at bay, misconception propaganda with stereotypes, lies and more, gang of mobs think they protest against you into outcast like social elitism and dominating communities, industries, locals and neighbourhood. People sucks even they are animals (Furries/Scalies/Kin/Lycanthrope/Therian/Spirit animal/mascot/family emblem crest and more).
-Overrated due to what I said before.
-Damage already been done: Broken by intrusive thoughts haunted by the incident. Helpless, alone, invalidated, blameable and stigmatised on unchallengeable. Distrustful, triggering, purify,
-Reminds me of personal offenders: sanctimonious peoples.
-Difficult to raised and high risk as banned dog breeds due to what I said before.
-Charismatic, Attitude, larger than life and charming just like my abuser and signs as manipulative hypnotising into dependency both loyal servant: loyal dictatorship officer of minion network, twist narrative into believing in delusional fictional worldbuilding created and dictated by abuser as they are god, and for victims: framed entrapment, submissive and obedience, prized possession, imprisonment at bay and suppression, tolerating and enduring excuse for abuse as norm, efficiency, fulfil desire, sacrifice, punishment and sympathy and more. I hate falling into this even I must always restrain myself to prevent happening again.
-Sanctimonious high-ground preachy wolf-in-sheep's-clothing, husky has heroic and majestic with wolf spirit reputation but twist villain behind back and plain sight.
-Awful husky people like Nacho doggo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJ9E7YFGSU8), Sephius riverdare and Elite knight from 2018 Zoosadist leak (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1oRopywyP0k), Lumin city (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4u0WPdimY9w), Evil Sibe (https://youtu.be/k_yLQXYysCw?si=eun.....&t=750), Cenny husky (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-grJDTogI8), Zrcalo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKjMVKH4yHo + https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxFaDzCB7l0), Nitro Roosky (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fsPMoVvpbso), Minty the husky2 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcFoKS6Lmyg), Saitama Dog Lover Serial Murderers/Pet shop of horrors (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpscAa-BRJY).
-Bad incident and red flags: Years ago, I went to an animal experience (Camping with wolves/huskies) at wildlife park as special holiday trip on early June. It took one harmless mistake that was normal and went cold then haunted ever since. Before that, there is something questionable about the littered animal prey remains in enclosure when meet the pack visit that I ask question about controversial practice in animal care is live feeding on husky's diet (Reptile video about live feeding debate): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TP6HbJ6T5QU. At the time, before this is there's youtube video exposing the cruelty of this practice in captive wild animals in zoo/wildlife park/sanctuary and domesticated pets, NERD called out the infamous youtuber Reptile channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tiM.....mp;amp;t=1373s about the practice, intention of desirable fulfil vore fetish and zoosadism, disrespecting prey and faking education to disguise snuff film content. NERD mention is if it dogs then justice would be taken action easily compared to reptile in marginalised.
The staff responds is no but later my parent ask how much dog food to feed the entire pack and the staff responds it a lot of money. So I speculate it just cutting cost of why they feed animal corpses from either hunting or trapping or abattoir or adopted nor something but there might be something more to this is: Is it natural feeding to simulate huskies as wolves? or Zoosadism?. I understand the huskies background with indigenous in arctic as vegetation sparse, meaty diet is common in survival and working dog diet that explain why husky require raw meat diet which led to concerning question about high risk to people like banned dog breeds.
The huskies are adopted from shelter as rescued (I think) like rehomed from bad upbringing, once in custody of bad owners and before euthanised if from kill shelter.
When you own pets, the most common thing to do is cuddle and petting pampered them like a living teddy bear and emotional support. Then when meeting with other pets, the first thing to do is ask to pet them is they are safe. Then in animal experience that animal is legally exhibit which they supposed to be safe and the park allow petting, what the first thing to do?, petting. Sometime in animal experience and petting zoo or farm allow you held, handling and cuddle the animal depend on the what species is appropriate and animal's individual comfort, personality, trained and safety toward visitors. But if it is in husky experience? Domesticated dog which is a special breed that's allowed to be petted, interact, do basic tricks and safe for visitors. Well no sadly betrayal disappointed, In this wildlife park, the huskies have been legally exhibited to be interact by visitors but when hugging and cuddling have gotten confusion, safety concern and questioning.
Before animal experts (or so called or supremacist) put excuse for abuse and victim blame me.
I forgot to ask permission because of excitement, normalised and petting allowed, didn't thought it be such problematic as I did been to petting farm and zoo before that allowed to held handled. When hugged one, the staff said no repeatedly like Ad0lf H*tler shouting Nein repeatedly (Means No in German language) and got into trouble over silly thing like it's in Art commentary community (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezi.....&t=18s). No welfare check or questioning to understand nor humanised me to help me improve but ruthlessly judgemental reject me like it's end of the world. It felt like they don't care about me and hop into conclusion i'm the terrible person. Cared about their reputation, huskies, licence, park and more like antisocial Narcissist than civil sentiment beings with safety and wellbeing.
I hate it when people being ruthless, cold hearted, dismissive, neglectful, uncaring, uninterest and contradicting while they actually care is f**king abusive interaction and relationship. It's dishonest when they don't let you know when it's challenging their believes, conflicted, processing, don't understand, feeling desensitised and more. It felt betrayal, gaslight, distrustful, unloved, less valued like life don't matter, guilt tripping and uncaring that make people like me vulnerable of yearning for need that make it easier to preyed upon by predatory groomers. This ruthless behaviour and habit is symptom lead to dark stage of becoming far extreme offender like domestic abuser if unchecked, unreported, unspoken, deny and negligence.
I didn't get a chance to explain but left confused and shamed.
My parent made it worse tomorrow about of getting into trouble and asking me question in mad tone. I couldn't think why as I scared and powerless as i'm already cornered.
I been haunted by this ever since and intrusive thoughts has pick it up into formed a demon persona. Guilt tripping me as creeper who touch other perversely uncomfortably. They plays as the perpetual victim who never overcome the victimhood like irredeemable true crime perpetrators who remorselessly, justify, excuseful, prideful on commitment but inflict their pain onto others as excuse their evil for being victim and allowed to abusive. They overreact and judgemental. They pick on me in entrapment like hunting their prey then torment prey sadistically and violently.
There is something eerie about the safety of animal exhibit, if specific harmless petting is forbidden means either anthropomorphise cognition of animals as same mentality as human (Which should not be treated this way and harmful misunderstood due to animal cognition is different to human and has brain of toddler), animal supremacist which dehumanised people as savages of scapegoat child and treating animals as innocent of golden child or negligence nor lack off animal training and rehabilitation on rescued animal and relaying a lot of pressure on visitors as shifting their responsibility on other people due to sanctimonious.
When animal prone to aggression and traumatic triggers than don't bother exhibiting them on to the public and visitors. Rehabilitated and train them properly and completely! Don't have enough time? Than hire a professional trainer! Don't have the money? Than stop adopting more huskies and do one at a time! and how about your budgeting skill, cutting corner cost and more!.
There is consequence of animal aggression and violent provoking attack is animal will get ceased into authority's custody and get euthanised as damage is already done. There be prosecution, prison sentence, fine, forfeit, loss of licence and criminal record. Don't blame responsibility and negligence on victim blaming.
There also aftermath on victim is PSTD, depression, personal offense, low-self esteem, self doubt in shame and guilt, triggering on innocent things like husky breed, fans, owner, industries and community, prone to get discriminated by prejudice, vulnerable to predators and groomers, intrusive thoughts that can cause mental breaking point of insanity that led to hatred, hypervigilant revenge for justice and closure, struggle with inner peace, stable regular lifestyle, coping, processing, anxiety with paranoia and more.
Trauma is forever lifetime that never goes away and victim will struggle to recover and overcome on personal offense.
I'm aware and are a thing about that there bad visitors and people who torment animals by teasing, scaring, trolling and provoking animals, aggressive punishment on animala, devaluing animals as hollow husk of organism than sentiment being, filthy uncivilised savages and more but this incident is where this has never happened but just accusation.
I will not mention, tag and linked to Wildlife park's identity and their staff. Is not forgive but it's actually national identity. When it reveal, the park will witch-hunt and snitch on me.
I felt like prey to husky like huskies are invasive predator that destroys ecosystem as they dictate fate. Victimised themselves as misunderstood wolves but actually already beloved and respected canine.
Why the trope?
Venting, coping and processing pain. I already sketched a lot.
Utsu-P Eat song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vUoaT7I3Ok

this is... a lot of words to vilify a dog breed of all things because you associate it with people you dont like?
FA+
