Actually I've been struggling with several issues for years. But due to some recent events it suddenly got much worse. My life is going to change completly soon and Im very unsure about this all. I'm going to explain this whole situation once I dial that clusterfuck down (probably right after holidays)

I cannot feel any kind of happiness anymore. No satisfaction, no dreams, no pride, no identity. Even primitive things like food or sleep dont bring me relief, not to mention my hobbies. I'm not proud of any of my works, I do not find any new ideas good enough, I barely have energy to draw anything

I'm not sure will I take a longer break or just post rarely, but for sure I wont disappear completly. Also despite this all, Im still open for commissions and art trades. Anything to move my depressed ass