Yesterday was a day
6 months ago
General
Oh boy, what can I say that I haven't on BlueSky and Discord already? Shit happened yesterday and in classic fashion from me, I'm not over it nor done talking about it! I kinda feel bad about what happened yesterday, should I though? Part of me doesn't care, the other does.
Like I really just helped ruin the life of someone who was apparently a minor in adult spaces which explains A LOT of his actions, reactions, and behaviors! It was deserved though because, like I said, minor in adult spaces, but he was also an asshole! He knew it too, admitted it himself, and STILL didn't try changing. Always begging for requests and anytime you told him that you're not sure if you'll do it or not, he then goes "Okay, I hope you do it!" Like bruv WHAT THE FUCK!?
Something about seeing his accounts deactivated and knowing I played a part in it, granted all I did was repost the call-out post on Blue and told people privately, mainly the people who interacted with him... Point is, it makes me feel bad. I'll admit, I was pretty heartless during the whole thing, apart from helping a couple friends calm down, I was mainly heartless when it came to the kid. I literally replied "lol" when a friend showed me that he deactivated his FA. I recognized how mean that was immediately after, but I lost all respect and sympathy for the kid after I snapped at him before he deleted one of his servers.
A friend told me that he was a minor and while I believed it for a few minutes, they didn't have any proof, so after I calmed down, I became more skeptical. Hey turns out they were right. I think I lost my point... Hold on. Alright I think it's back
I think what it is, is the amount of stress he must've and probs still feels from it all. We all just watched as everything crumbled around him, INCLUDING HIM! Idk how to feel about it, because I helped cause it. That's not something I ever wanted to do to someone, send em through emotional hell, even it was deserved and necessary. Cuz again, minor in adult spaces... Holy shit, he is a minor! Wow... just wow.
What I said in Discord...
Guys! Why do I feel bad about yesterday? About the minor... Idk, I thought about it and like... I really just help ruin his life, huh?
It had to be done, it was deserved, I mean bruv was a asshole and a minor in adult spaces, but something about seeing him deactivate his BlueSky and FA makes me feel bad. I shouldn't right? Like, part of me is still cold and unsympathetic towards him, but another part isn't.
I just realized why the kid froze up when I snapped at him back in his server... Because he was a kid! Wow... Just wow
What I said on BlueSky...
Yesterday was a day... Why do I feel bad? Idk, I'm thinking about it more and like... I really help contribute to ruining someone's life? Life? I think I'll go with life.
Sure, he was an asshole and a minor in adult spaces, and it had to be done... But damn!
I really helped fuck em up
Part of me is still cold and unsympathetic towards him, but the other is sympathetic, and the sympathetic side is currently more prominent.
I was fine shit talking him to my friends because it's not like anything would actually happen to him!
Fuckwad had it coming tbh. Like honestly, like I said, he was an asshole! Even to ones he (probs) considered friends. He only ever came at me with requests and art he requested, treated his one OC like the best thing ever created, and like... I could go on and on about his shitty actions.
I said "probs" because he'd do the same thing to others that I said he's done to me! He only ever talked about his OC's, himself, and how fat they can get... I think my sympathy period ended... Nvm, it's still there
The guy deactivated his FA and BlueSky... It makes me feel bad seeing that because I helped cause it, and all I did was repost the call-out and told a couple friends privately about him. Mainly the ones who interacted with him.
Like I really just helped ruin the life of someone who was apparently a minor in adult spaces which explains A LOT of his actions, reactions, and behaviors! It was deserved though because, like I said, minor in adult spaces, but he was also an asshole! He knew it too, admitted it himself, and STILL didn't try changing. Always begging for requests and anytime you told him that you're not sure if you'll do it or not, he then goes "Okay, I hope you do it!" Like bruv WHAT THE FUCK!?
Something about seeing his accounts deactivated and knowing I played a part in it, granted all I did was repost the call-out post on Blue and told people privately, mainly the people who interacted with him... Point is, it makes me feel bad. I'll admit, I was pretty heartless during the whole thing, apart from helping a couple friends calm down, I was mainly heartless when it came to the kid. I literally replied "lol" when a friend showed me that he deactivated his FA. I recognized how mean that was immediately after, but I lost all respect and sympathy for the kid after I snapped at him before he deleted one of his servers.
A friend told me that he was a minor and while I believed it for a few minutes, they didn't have any proof, so after I calmed down, I became more skeptical. Hey turns out they were right. I think I lost my point... Hold on. Alright I think it's back
I think what it is, is the amount of stress he must've and probs still feels from it all. We all just watched as everything crumbled around him, INCLUDING HIM! Idk how to feel about it, because I helped cause it. That's not something I ever wanted to do to someone, send em through emotional hell, even it was deserved and necessary. Cuz again, minor in adult spaces... Holy shit, he is a minor! Wow... just wow.
What I said in Discord...
Guys! Why do I feel bad about yesterday? About the minor... Idk, I thought about it and like... I really just help ruin his life, huh?
It had to be done, it was deserved, I mean bruv was a asshole and a minor in adult spaces, but something about seeing him deactivate his BlueSky and FA makes me feel bad. I shouldn't right? Like, part of me is still cold and unsympathetic towards him, but another part isn't.
I just realized why the kid froze up when I snapped at him back in his server... Because he was a kid! Wow... Just wow
What I said on BlueSky...
Yesterday was a day... Why do I feel bad? Idk, I'm thinking about it more and like... I really help contribute to ruining someone's life? Life? I think I'll go with life.
Sure, he was an asshole and a minor in adult spaces, and it had to be done... But damn!
I really helped fuck em up
Part of me is still cold and unsympathetic towards him, but the other is sympathetic, and the sympathetic side is currently more prominent.
I was fine shit talking him to my friends because it's not like anything would actually happen to him!
Fuckwad had it coming tbh. Like honestly, like I said, he was an asshole! Even to ones he (probs) considered friends. He only ever came at me with requests and art he requested, treated his one OC like the best thing ever created, and like... I could go on and on about his shitty actions.
I said "probs" because he'd do the same thing to others that I said he's done to me! He only ever talked about his OC's, himself, and how fat they can get... I think my sympathy period ended... Nvm, it's still there
The guy deactivated his FA and BlueSky... It makes me feel bad seeing that because I helped cause it, and all I did was repost the call-out and told a couple friends privately about him. Mainly the ones who interacted with him.
Slimica
~slimica
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I think my sympathy period is over! Recalling all the shitty things the kid has done when I actually talked with him, after I snapped, and learned of the shit he said about me behind my back... Yeah, sympathy gone
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