so i posted how i was sick. yeah i felt like trash. well then i didnt i was feeling pretty good.
BUT THEN *slam to the face* im dead

i was just getting ready for bed. so took my pills was about to walk the dog and in seconds i crashed. i started to shake, body went hot. super dizzy. could no longer stand up. i hardly made it to my bed before i fell down. i managed to ask my daughter to walk my dog but thats about it.

i was couing so bad. my body hurts. chest and back even worse now. i went to bed at 10pm weds night. woke up went pee sometime thursday with my daughters help. didnt wake up till friday 5pmish... thats what to many hours in bed and i ONLY woke up cuz my daughter was bored and wanted to talk lol..

now im in more pain with my ear. cuz i cant win ya know lol. my ear is popping over and over again. it HURTS so bad. i cried for like 10 mins after hours of pain and it popped. but nope didnt fix it. its popped 11 times now and STILL not fixed. im going crazy here.

im so over all this i want to just cut off my head and be done with all the pain lmfao

ANYWAY i feel like grabage. art will prob still kinda be left to nothing for a bit. like im dizzy just sitting here lol