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115 Watchers?! Big Thanks!!!
4 months ago
I'm honestly flabbergasted with how supportive this community has been? Look, I'm from a small fandom where I've been kicking around for years, with people who enjoy my work but tend not to interact much for whatever reason. This is my first time posting anything NSFW, and I wasn't really expecting to get so many supportive comments and watchers. I'm just. Thanks so much, I appreciate all of it, even if I don't reply directly.
I know it's the impostor syndrome talking when I feel like my stuff isn't good enough. Or maybe it's the fact that I spent years shaming myself for what I liked and trashing perfectly good stories I wrote just for fun that makes me feel that way. The only two I've kept have been Physical Fatness and the still-fragmented Scaling Mount Everyst, because those two stories meant a lot to me personally as I struggled to come to terms with how I felt about kink and the shame I've trained myself into feeling around it.
It's been amazing to see others getting joy out of Physical Fatness and my stuffing/weight gain stuff, especially now that I'm able to take a lot of joy in it myself. It's wild that I'm even publishing it; this kind of shit used to stay confined to a box stashed under my bed years ago. It's so good to be free of the self-shaming. And I'm happy that my newfound freedom has brought something enjoyable into your lives. :) Thanks for being here.
-Evan
(Little update on how Physical Fatness is going: Chapter 9 is slow-going, I'm not happy with my past self for the way he wrote the outline because now I have to figure out how to make the pacing work! Mr Storm helped me come up with a solution though. God bless system caretakers for helping us not burn ourselves out.)
I know it's the impostor syndrome talking when I feel like my stuff isn't good enough. Or maybe it's the fact that I spent years shaming myself for what I liked and trashing perfectly good stories I wrote just for fun that makes me feel that way. The only two I've kept have been Physical Fatness and the still-fragmented Scaling Mount Everyst, because those two stories meant a lot to me personally as I struggled to come to terms with how I felt about kink and the shame I've trained myself into feeling around it.
It's been amazing to see others getting joy out of Physical Fatness and my stuffing/weight gain stuff, especially now that I'm able to take a lot of joy in it myself. It's wild that I'm even publishing it; this kind of shit used to stay confined to a box stashed under my bed years ago. It's so good to be free of the self-shaming. And I'm happy that my newfound freedom has brought something enjoyable into your lives. :) Thanks for being here.
-Evan
(Little update on how Physical Fatness is going: Chapter 9 is slow-going, I'm not happy with my past self for the way he wrote the outline because now I have to figure out how to make the pacing work! Mr Storm helped me come up with a solution though. God bless system caretakers for helping us not burn ourselves out.)
