So over time I’ve realized a lot of things about myself. First off, I am a creature of habit, I like familiarity and I like to just focus on linear processes. For example I adore the Halo campaigns very much and I love to play through them all non stop like one big movie experience. I really like to RP things that just speak to me and things that hold close places in my heart. I realize that may be “boring” to some but to me it is very fun and interesting. I have made my 20th recording/twitch video for Laundry Store Simulator for example. Yeah it’s silly sure, but at the same time it’s just such a fun thing to do. I love coming home and settling in for a quiet night of that, watching TV, terraria, etc etc.

I am excited for exercise, I am excited for dieting better. I just really want to get my life back on track.

I am having lasik done on Wednesday and I could not be more excited. It may be a minuscule detail to some but for me it is an amazing opportunity.

I think all that considered I want to move forward and in a positive direction.

I have grown tired and absolutely burnt out from all the conflict in my life. I don’t like any of it and it is having a detrimental effect on me. It is absolutely terrible and I want to feel better.

That’s all for now!