Surgery tomorrow & hopefully this will be my last surgery relevant to my recent problem.

Been trying to get back to work the best I can these past weeks between procedures & trying to let myself heal.

Might be unable to work for 1-3 days after pending how hard the meds will fuck me up but will try to get back onto it all ASAP.

Reevaluating what I owe folks and honestly going to focus on getting the fat subject pieces out in terms of my total projects. I don't have many of those compared to muscle subjects, cut coordination & made refunds to a handful of commissioners who have been extremely picky or unreasonable which have turned a 1-2 day turn around project turn into a 6-8 day turn around. I tried to be thankful and considerate for the patience and understanding of those that have commissioned me by putting in some extra time and effort into folks pieces but theres an extent where it was being taken advantage of by folks & as a few have seen - some have gotten a little verbally abusive too.

I'm still struggling to find employment, I've been trying to avoid taking in more commissions but theres been far more hurdles than open doors & most of those open doors were just painted on the wall and I'm down to my last dollars, so I gotta do what I need to until I hopefully can find something outside of all this. Will be working with a few to actually establish a TOS & put that into effect to cover both myself & those that commission me from any hassles - god forbid I deal with anymore BS after these past 2 fucking years.