Not feeling it
4 months ago
Realizing I’ll never be as good as anyone else, not even likable and just always gonna be hella basic compared to anyone else in the fandom not worth anything, but making sub par art, and not able to stand next to anyone else
I’m not worth it and never will be
I’m not worth it and never will be
FA+

Art isn't a competition. Unless you're doing it professionally, there's no reward for "competing." The best thing you can do with pursuits like art is to contextualize that many of the "popular and good" artists you see in the fandom have been working on their craft for years, even decades. An artist who does art as their job will have all day to work on their craft, unlike someone who does it as a hobby who may only have a few hours a week to work on it.
The best advice I can give is that when you start to tie your own worth into something, and feel like your not worth it, you should take a step back. Realize it's not a competition. There's no "judge" here. Art is an expression of yourself, and you don't need anyone "approval or validation." Your art has worth because you made it, not because other people rank it compared to others.
I've always found your art cute. I can understand why you don't feel like you stand out, but you do have your own style :)