Hello everyone.

The news for Kozéna (my 15-year-old sweet cat) isn't good at all. For the past month, her condition has been gradually deteriorating, and for the past week, everything has been happening very quickly.

Since last night, she can't even stand up, she don't drink or eat. I have to carry her to go to the litter box ( lie down), to pee, and then I have to carry her back to put her on her bed. Her body can't absorb the water she drinks anymore. She's severely dehydrated, and nothing can change that. She's so weak that even the slightest anesthetic would take her away. It's very complicated for me. We rescued her from abandonment a year ago because her previous owners had abandoned her due to her heart disease. It hurts me to see her like this, but I'm dreading having to... euthanize her, I used this for my old cat and I felt guilty for a long time (still today).. I see that she is conscious, because her tail wags when she looks at the litter box or something else because it annoys her not to be able to go there herself, but as she is still conscious to understand that I do not see myself taking her to the vet and returning home without her..