Today has been a VERY busy day. As you may know, my mom has her whole body still in pain, but also still treats me like a slave, and she rarely gives me a break. I do lots of stuff for her and as soon as I'm leaving her room or lying in my bed she calls me for another array of stuff. And whever I do something wrong due to being nervous of being near her, she insults me. But I'm sick of it. I stood up to her and said that she is a liar, she doesn't love me like a son, but needs me like a slave. If she doesn't like the stuff I do for her, then she can go look for someone else. She also tried to say that I'm a fake Christian since I do not honor my mother, but she is just no longer my mom. My grandma also defended me saying that mom asks too many things from me. Afterward, my mom headed to her room crying and wanting to ask my cousin Edy to help her. I don't know if to feel bad for her or not, since most of the times, she cries manipulatively, as if to gaslight me. I'm not sure if to keep calling her mom and call her boss instead. I just hope God forgives all of my sins and gives me strength to carry this cross for His glory.