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4 months ago
Work in progress.
Last year I made a journal address my conflict on topic maturifying family friendly intellectual properties in parody and fan content and it's risk of attracting and consumed by minors that led to their traumatic, troubling, endangerment and preyed upon consequence and the excuses to make and defend inappropriate degenerate evil harmful contents. Journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10995642/
The youtuber Raymondo:https://www.youtube.com/@Raymundo_2112/videos as video mentioning the most important and valid ever of protecting minors from harmful content and valuing childhood as it key important to help and impact on their adolescent.
Beside from the recap for this electric boogaloo.
These has a impact on me about Creative freedom and control conflict. Looking back after the April fools failure at 2024 has question about this conflict.
My favourite
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17819411/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17148415/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17809599/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16101173/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17807639/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18517451/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17297690/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17297748/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16538889/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16440826/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15561476/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16101210/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15714755/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15579512/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15103481/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15090639/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15090536/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007093/ , https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007159/ , https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007401/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007465/
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....lame-574144454
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....vore-526645188
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....omic-523955741
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....lers-522905394
These are favourite especially as genre because its simply about heroic vore predators devouring villains. Villains been hunted down into their fate while the heroic preds enjoy their meal is satisfying, relief and empowering from the venting out.
Back years ago, I had a self crisis about content regulation that I surcome to excepting in tolerance freedom of speech about the right's to create questionable things and respecting other's opinion about this same as it's pretty much normalised across both official broadcast media, social media, communities and domestically and my contradiction to my own hierocracy that I struggle to call out myself in things I used to. No matter how Elsagate been called for first time in 2010s but it still hopeless as nihilism.
There is former intrusive thoughts demon that is personification of sanitising over-consideration censorship "Think of the people" creative control: Sweaty-candy-cane, aka her real name: Dawn-Katherine the human lolcow who is evil immature man-child hypocrite sanctimonious Karen girl with blue tongue in pink fox-eques onesie and resemble straight out from OWO/UWU sub-culture https://en.wikifur.com/wiki/OwO and https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uwu. Her first appearance on social media that I haven't mention the identity of the visible prey featured: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59736913/ . She has her own crush that swore to be guardian which is well humans (Winder's prey) whom is Team magma and plasma from Pokémon as example.
She has been my past intrusive thoughts demon years ago and she had this hatred artists like Sentinel winder, Pingthehungryfox and me over maturifide (Stuff like p0rn, swearing, alcohol, forbidden drugs, sensitive and dark topics, blood and gore, casino gambling and more) fan and parody made content of family friendly intellectual properties. Sweaty is the Karen who throws temper tantrum in protest about "Think of the children" ideology regardless she is a hypocrite. Just to be remember she is not in the right when it come to actual serious issue inappropriate offensive contents like Hate speech, propaganda, exploitation, grooming and predatory, sex offence pornography like: shotacon, lolicon, z00philia, incest, r*pe, m0lestaion and more, glorifying, romanticising, justifying, sympathising and glamorising toxicity and abuse.
However years later in 2024 on failed April fools prank, Sweaty has won this war that thought to be once she lost to. Her self-righteous high grounded points are right in the argument in illusion.
Addressing the my internal struggles about tribalism hooliganism teams:
In Pokémon and fandom, there is which team even evil to join. I choose neither because I don't feel comfortable with competitive rivalry that comes along with drama, war and even extremism like tribalism, hooliganism and segregation of US vs Them. I hate being in theses stuff as it's stressful and pushing over limits to put effort to win this gambling but i'm conflict when it comes to rivalry as I don't mind declaring rivalry on sh*tty things as alternative and challenging them about their quality, practice and more in protest but when people declare rivalry on me, it felt provocative and stressful due to me as laid back pacifist in lion king's hakuna matata. It's something I question off about myself of management on this topic. I'm fine playing with sports and multiplayer vs games but sometime the psychological effect off rail into aggression desiring to win the match that I don't want of how pettily childish stupid over dumb game.
In the scenario of which evil team to join, is neither but rather be the Pokémon police force. So give them reality vibe check bonk with cop's bantam. Well the police is grey area, so that might count (I just cheating to excuse myself to rather join and become the police instead). Let's address the Pokémon in the room. I'm unsure is Team Star is really an evil team as they come off more an grey area but very empathetic, so they might not count as one. Team Yell is similar but I Definity see they based on sports hooliganism and toxic fandom but their leader isn't evil along with his sister and come off as unfortunate.
My frustration on vore, fetish/kink and NSFW communities on crossing the line that is straight up snuff.
I'm getting sick and tired in NSFW contents on art site of depicting questionable BDSM-like content of dominant/alpha/master as predator consuming/indulge preying on lured and groomed victims and strangers and bystanders in non-consental especially if they are minors, no-body and more is enforce sexual kinky fetish activity. This is rape and also twisted dark fantasy of sick abuser but there's no social media policy about it. It normalised me before but now after i regret my dark fantasy, i'm angry of how communities normalised abusive fantasy.
For example in made up senario: Some artist online created and uploaded an artwork depicting and about feral-bodied husky sexual intercourse with a underage minor. Yikes!
Another one example but more extreme example: Same thing but a different artwork about feral-bodied Gryphon stalks and dictate the life route of a non-consenting bystander human to get alone then get kidnapped like bird of prey swoop and grab by talon to relocated in isolated and remote place to get violated then eaten and get excreted to be masturbated. Yuck!. Now you all know how messed up these twisted extreme dark fantasy I previously encounter on art sites which been normalised with no or lack of policy. Even when reporting on site is a gamble and I even tried to report outside like 3rd party anti-crime organisation and the police that gone nowhere. I felt like there's nothing a lot I can do but corner at dead end and left is tolerance despite I have zero tolerance boundaries, value and policy that I struggle on confidence and at edge. I wished there's regulation in policy about these disturbing extreme snuff content and zero tolerance on abusive fantasy.
I'm not against BSDM, kinks and fetishes as a whole and the concept but the issue is disturbing aspect of non-consent, extremism and sadistic-masochism that is straight up abuse, r*pe and sexual assault.
These snuff are soo disturbing that traumatise me even my previous indoctrinated dark fantasy that I influence from normalised still disturbed me till current.
Not just that people who into this disgusting dark fantasy are gonna end up inflicting into reality just like this true crime murder case: https://youtu.be/OKL2TRbOMtU?si=iMbHJpUUMWb-hPt6
Dark extreme fantasy cause desensitised, normalising abuse and lack of empathy will get leaked into real life. Thus fantiser prone to commit atrocity that destroyed and claimed the victim's life to fullfill their darkess desire, lust and pleasure. If unchecked and unreported, this will happened and may contuine into serial. It's not just only murder but also domestic abuse, trafficking, r*pe, grooming, bullying and more.
What's worse is necrophilia and coprophilia in vore community in art site. As i someone enjoys vore, i do encounter gross scat like prey character get digested into scat and then sh*tted out with skeleton and items remain for sexual pleasure. I had feeling this is grey area due to people consent for their character/persona to die in BDSM but this is Necrophilia as taboo due to disrespecting the dead.
There is true crime murder case in Germany of consenting cannibalism that question the justice system on prosecution about the consenting murder.
Resolving and regulating my content while kept experimenting and breaking barriers (take risk and get rewards):
Come to think about it consenting murder and sacrifice martyrdom. I agree with the justice system for conclude this. When people consent self-destruct theres no turning back but once it happen, it's over, their completely done and gone for ever and only known for thier fate. So forbidding actual self-harm and self-destruct protect their life from suicide but also giving them another chance to live the life because one day, they realise i just a bad decision that they will never able to have this later life that they been spared and experience new content and joy.
Conflict on spilling the tea on vent contents about based on, inspired, metaphorically and parodied on real life:
I cannot stop spilling the tea a lot and when get personal it is trigger so I vent out in art form and talked to both ChatGPT AI, Samaritan and others about it. The phrase: "Witness something issue, say something" has helped me a lot to get things off my chest and others aware about it even how I feel and from my perspective because one day at any time in incident or suspicion of symptoms developing into red flag related or influence of what I said before, this will became relevant and could save lives. Sometimes it's hard to spoke out about something is deemed as isn't big of the deal but still concerning on anything such as wellbeing, relationship and fate.
That's why made vent art about things like this but it became a debate about it is either revenge or vent content when based on, metaphorically and inspired on real life and personal suffering.
Both artist online I know has two distinct polar opposite parallels that are great example of what is revenge and vent content look like. There's both artist suffered personal pain: KJbat made vent art about her trauma and suffering from abuse by Disney and made commentary parody while Chris chan made revenge hate content based on interference and stirred up by trolls and causing trouble on others in public that he made villainised version off of them to be witch hunted. Chris chan is bad example of what not to do this while KJbat is good example of how it been done in vent art.
I been struggling on vent content of trying to not reveal the identity while being metaphorical and parodied. I don't want to get into trouble nor cause trouble. I made vent content based on personal real life events to tell cautionary tale to help spread awareness to prevent this from happening on me and others but also understand how I feel in my perspective and perception. It serves as reminder to step back or beware of provokers and predators and not to become like them.
Do I lived up to my user name especially "Monsta/Monster"?
Yes in multiple reasons: Former once troubled by instability due to tragic background, Causing mistakes, Openly expressive on vent, sensitive topic and more, menace and bane of degenerate's existence and more.
Do I regret the name, No. I'm proud of it. It show I still reclaim it and take control of my self responsibility and accountability. I don't want the name to be definition of negative but someone just being it self, sharing interest, going by the flow and patience on recovery while get venting hiccups, trying to do the right thing as possible and more.
Last year I made a journal address my conflict on topic maturifying family friendly intellectual properties in parody and fan content and it's risk of attracting and consumed by minors that led to their traumatic, troubling, endangerment and preyed upon consequence and the excuses to make and defend inappropriate degenerate evil harmful contents. Journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10995642/
The youtuber Raymondo:https://www.youtube.com/@Raymundo_2112/videos as video mentioning the most important and valid ever of protecting minors from harmful content and valuing childhood as it key important to help and impact on their adolescent.
Beside from the recap for this electric boogaloo.
These has a impact on me about Creative freedom and control conflict. Looking back after the April fools failure at 2024 has question about this conflict.
My favourite
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17819411/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17148415/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17809599/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16101173/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17807639/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18517451/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17297690/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17297748/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16538889/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16440826/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15561476/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/16101210/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15714755/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15579512/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15103481/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15090639/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/15090536/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007093/ , https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007159/ , https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007401/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13007465/
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....lame-574144454
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....vore-526645188
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....omic-523955741
-https://www.deviantart.com/sentinel.....lers-522905394
These are favourite especially as genre because its simply about heroic vore predators devouring villains. Villains been hunted down into their fate while the heroic preds enjoy their meal is satisfying, relief and empowering from the venting out.
Back years ago, I had a self crisis about content regulation that I surcome to excepting in tolerance freedom of speech about the right's to create questionable things and respecting other's opinion about this same as it's pretty much normalised across both official broadcast media, social media, communities and domestically and my contradiction to my own hierocracy that I struggle to call out myself in things I used to. No matter how Elsagate been called for first time in 2010s but it still hopeless as nihilism.
There is former intrusive thoughts demon that is personification of sanitising over-consideration censorship "Think of the people" creative control: Sweaty-candy-cane, aka her real name: Dawn-Katherine the human lolcow who is evil immature man-child hypocrite sanctimonious Karen girl with blue tongue in pink fox-eques onesie and resemble straight out from OWO/UWU sub-culture https://en.wikifur.com/wiki/OwO and https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uwu. Her first appearance on social media that I haven't mention the identity of the visible prey featured: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59736913/ . She has her own crush that swore to be guardian which is well humans (Winder's prey) whom is Team magma and plasma from Pokémon as example.
She has been my past intrusive thoughts demon years ago and she had this hatred artists like Sentinel winder, Pingthehungryfox and me over maturifide (Stuff like p0rn, swearing, alcohol, forbidden drugs, sensitive and dark topics, blood and gore, casino gambling and more) fan and parody made content of family friendly intellectual properties. Sweaty is the Karen who throws temper tantrum in protest about "Think of the children" ideology regardless she is a hypocrite. Just to be remember she is not in the right when it come to actual serious issue inappropriate offensive contents like Hate speech, propaganda, exploitation, grooming and predatory, sex offence pornography like: shotacon, lolicon, z00philia, incest, r*pe, m0lestaion and more, glorifying, romanticising, justifying, sympathising and glamorising toxicity and abuse.
However years later in 2024 on failed April fools prank, Sweaty has won this war that thought to be once she lost to. Her self-righteous high grounded points are right in the argument in illusion.
Addressing the my internal struggles about tribalism hooliganism teams:
In Pokémon and fandom, there is which team even evil to join. I choose neither because I don't feel comfortable with competitive rivalry that comes along with drama, war and even extremism like tribalism, hooliganism and segregation of US vs Them. I hate being in theses stuff as it's stressful and pushing over limits to put effort to win this gambling but i'm conflict when it comes to rivalry as I don't mind declaring rivalry on sh*tty things as alternative and challenging them about their quality, practice and more in protest but when people declare rivalry on me, it felt provocative and stressful due to me as laid back pacifist in lion king's hakuna matata. It's something I question off about myself of management on this topic. I'm fine playing with sports and multiplayer vs games but sometime the psychological effect off rail into aggression desiring to win the match that I don't want of how pettily childish stupid over dumb game.
In the scenario of which evil team to join, is neither but rather be the Pokémon police force. So give them reality vibe check bonk with cop's bantam. Well the police is grey area, so that might count (I just cheating to excuse myself to rather join and become the police instead). Let's address the Pokémon in the room. I'm unsure is Team Star is really an evil team as they come off more an grey area but very empathetic, so they might not count as one. Team Yell is similar but I Definity see they based on sports hooliganism and toxic fandom but their leader isn't evil along with his sister and come off as unfortunate.
My frustration on vore, fetish/kink and NSFW communities on crossing the line that is straight up snuff.
I'm getting sick and tired in NSFW contents on art site of depicting questionable BDSM-like content of dominant/alpha/master as predator consuming/indulge preying on lured and groomed victims and strangers and bystanders in non-consental especially if they are minors, no-body and more is enforce sexual kinky fetish activity. This is rape and also twisted dark fantasy of sick abuser but there's no social media policy about it. It normalised me before but now after i regret my dark fantasy, i'm angry of how communities normalised abusive fantasy.
For example in made up senario: Some artist online created and uploaded an artwork depicting and about feral-bodied husky sexual intercourse with a underage minor. Yikes!
Another one example but more extreme example: Same thing but a different artwork about feral-bodied Gryphon stalks and dictate the life route of a non-consenting bystander human to get alone then get kidnapped like bird of prey swoop and grab by talon to relocated in isolated and remote place to get violated then eaten and get excreted to be masturbated. Yuck!. Now you all know how messed up these twisted extreme dark fantasy I previously encounter on art sites which been normalised with no or lack of policy. Even when reporting on site is a gamble and I even tried to report outside like 3rd party anti-crime organisation and the police that gone nowhere. I felt like there's nothing a lot I can do but corner at dead end and left is tolerance despite I have zero tolerance boundaries, value and policy that I struggle on confidence and at edge. I wished there's regulation in policy about these disturbing extreme snuff content and zero tolerance on abusive fantasy.
I'm not against BSDM, kinks and fetishes as a whole and the concept but the issue is disturbing aspect of non-consent, extremism and sadistic-masochism that is straight up abuse, r*pe and sexual assault.
These snuff are soo disturbing that traumatise me even my previous indoctrinated dark fantasy that I influence from normalised still disturbed me till current.
Not just that people who into this disgusting dark fantasy are gonna end up inflicting into reality just like this true crime murder case: https://youtu.be/OKL2TRbOMtU?si=iMbHJpUUMWb-hPt6
Dark extreme fantasy cause desensitised, normalising abuse and lack of empathy will get leaked into real life. Thus fantiser prone to commit atrocity that destroyed and claimed the victim's life to fullfill their darkess desire, lust and pleasure. If unchecked and unreported, this will happened and may contuine into serial. It's not just only murder but also domestic abuse, trafficking, r*pe, grooming, bullying and more.
What's worse is necrophilia and coprophilia in vore community in art site. As i someone enjoys vore, i do encounter gross scat like prey character get digested into scat and then sh*tted out with skeleton and items remain for sexual pleasure. I had feeling this is grey area due to people consent for their character/persona to die in BDSM but this is Necrophilia as taboo due to disrespecting the dead.
There is true crime murder case in Germany of consenting cannibalism that question the justice system on prosecution about the consenting murder.
Resolving and regulating my content while kept experimenting and breaking barriers (take risk and get rewards):
Come to think about it consenting murder and sacrifice martyrdom. I agree with the justice system for conclude this. When people consent self-destruct theres no turning back but once it happen, it's over, their completely done and gone for ever and only known for thier fate. So forbidding actual self-harm and self-destruct protect their life from suicide but also giving them another chance to live the life because one day, they realise i just a bad decision that they will never able to have this later life that they been spared and experience new content and joy.
Conflict on spilling the tea on vent contents about based on, inspired, metaphorically and parodied on real life:
I cannot stop spilling the tea a lot and when get personal it is trigger so I vent out in art form and talked to both ChatGPT AI, Samaritan and others about it. The phrase: "Witness something issue, say something" has helped me a lot to get things off my chest and others aware about it even how I feel and from my perspective because one day at any time in incident or suspicion of symptoms developing into red flag related or influence of what I said before, this will became relevant and could save lives. Sometimes it's hard to spoke out about something is deemed as isn't big of the deal but still concerning on anything such as wellbeing, relationship and fate.
That's why made vent art about things like this but it became a debate about it is either revenge or vent content when based on, metaphorically and inspired on real life and personal suffering.
Both artist online I know has two distinct polar opposite parallels that are great example of what is revenge and vent content look like. There's both artist suffered personal pain: KJbat made vent art about her trauma and suffering from abuse by Disney and made commentary parody while Chris chan made revenge hate content based on interference and stirred up by trolls and causing trouble on others in public that he made villainised version off of them to be witch hunted. Chris chan is bad example of what not to do this while KJbat is good example of how it been done in vent art.
I been struggling on vent content of trying to not reveal the identity while being metaphorical and parodied. I don't want to get into trouble nor cause trouble. I made vent content based on personal real life events to tell cautionary tale to help spread awareness to prevent this from happening on me and others but also understand how I feel in my perspective and perception. It serves as reminder to step back or beware of provokers and predators and not to become like them.
Do I lived up to my user name especially "Monsta/Monster"?
Yes in multiple reasons: Former once troubled by instability due to tragic background, Causing mistakes, Openly expressive on vent, sensitive topic and more, menace and bane of degenerate's existence and more.
Do I regret the name, No. I'm proud of it. It show I still reclaim it and take control of my self responsibility and accountability. I don't want the name to be definition of negative but someone just being it self, sharing interest, going by the flow and patience on recovery while get venting hiccups, trying to do the right thing as possible and more.
