Sorry if I'm taking more time then usual to respond to notes and comments!
Many things is happening and again; most is out of my controle.

My doctor told me to avoid stress due to what happened last month; but life don't want me to rest...
And it's like I'm always the one needing to deal with everyone's shit. So I must slow down my own thing to take care of everyone's else first.
I know it's a bad thing to do...