Ok, there's just no way i'm gonna hold this in ne longer so i'm just gonna write/get it out of my system (complaining is positive^^, as Chris Crocker wud say haha). First thing that pissed me off abt this week: a certain someone (who shall remain nameless) was telling me that my laptop's 'memory' isn't good enough for SL to perform/work very well let alone install Emerald Viewer(And hey it may be true cuz it lags from time to time) But plz, do ya HAVE to say it in a way that spells out "oh i'm so rubbin' it in ur face - mine's bettah urs sucks" >:l i mean come ON! I realize my laptop isn't the best host 4 a program like SL (bsides t'was made for a more workn'/academic purpose, not gaming) but do u have to b so high n' mighty/mean/rude abt it?? I detest rudeness/arrogance (who doesn't ne way lol) but i have absolutely no prob w/ constructive criticism Thats wha he shud a done (i still intend to talk to him abt it...)

Second thing that ticked me off this week: i was at Plaza Las Americas w/ a friend n some guys dueling (Yugioh^^ yaaaay!) in Borders when this other dude (VERY annoyin btw) comes over n starts blurting out rude comments (ahh ur gonna lose uuu ur f**k'd etc. a real pest i assure u) during my duel (to the pt where i had to tell him to fudge off'u not gonna say ne thing good don't say ne thing at all, bee-otch!!" That was irritating

But the worst part was that i also got angry cuz of my fears of not only losing (which i did , unfortunately; my pride as a duelist got hurt...wanna b good, so i'll keep modifying my deck) but of being too shy to talk to my opponent (i focused more on the competition than on having fun and that sucked 4 me :(

So basically i gotta work on my dueling skills and on my fears of developing relationships/interacting in gnrl.... N' i know not everyone will b as nice/courteous as i am, but this one guy (the one abt the SL program, owes me an apology...) *sigh* Well, if u read thru all of this, thanx for putting up w/ my ranting till the end^^ lolz Wrtinig really is one of the best channels of Release (4 me ne ways). Well take care my furiends! N' hap 2010!