A lack of motivation and depression
9 months ago
General
For the past few months, I just haven’t had much in the way of motivation due to a number of factors. Mainly depression kicking up again, hard. Losing interest in things, feeling even more lonely than normal, etc. I know why, at least part of why. That being a falling out that ultimately led to me feeling uncomfortable/unwelcome and eventually leaving a community. It all just left an incredibly bad taste in my mouth. Do I think time will fix things? No, absolutely not. I’m trying to move on and forget about all of it, since quite frankly it did hurt. Not that any of them would care anyway. Unsurprisingly, this tanked my motivation to draw or write. I had hoped doing Art Fight this year would help somewhat, but honestly I don’t think it has. So I dunno. I don’t think I’ll be posting much for awhile. If something gets my motivation going again then great, but I have no idea what could.
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