I...... have a confession to make. About  Insane-Gofer I......... did treat him well... I wish I were lying but its true. Along time ago when I first started on Furaffinity... I met him. We talked about how much we liked each others art. He then told me he had clinical depression and bouts of suicidal thoughts. I.... left being his friend for the selfish reason the first time then because I couldn't deal with the stress of looking after a friend with problems like that. Later down the line.... we confessed our feelings with eachother and we became boyfriends........ I didn't treat him right then either. I always accused him of things even though they weren't his fault but his... I listened to people I shouldn't of.... one in particular Robert the Cat.... Yes THAT Robert. After Gofer called him out for being a pedophile... he came to me telling me that Gofer was using me and abusing.... the reality is that wasn't the truth in the slightest bit. In truth.... I guess I just didn't want to take the blame.... once Robert had the idea that I went with my server into Gofer's to try and "expose" him for what Robert told me what was true but actually a lie. It resulted in an attack on Insane-gofer in his own server.... and I was the main cause of it.... I left him... multiple times because I didn't want to take responsibility for my actions because I was afraid It would ruin my reputation and status as a person.... to be honest? It really was about the reputation wasn't it.... I let Gofer who was innocent and I caused people to hate him to suffer and let him take the blame and pain for something I did.... All because I cared more about my public image than anyone else. The truth is...  Insane-Gofer Isn't a bad person... I am. I abused him.... mentally. Avoiding all responsibility to try and fix things with him all so I wouldn't get hurt myself.... I can't continue saying I'm the victim. I never was. Gofer was the victim.... I was just someone who came in and ruined his life. So don't hate Gofer... If you should hate anyone its me. I don't deserve the love I get. I really REALLY don't not after what I did.
After what I am still doing.... I wasn't a good person... and I wasn't good friend or boyfriend. I don't expect people to forgive me.... alot people already don't and rightfully so... But I feel people needed to know the truth. Gofer was never at fault in any of this. It was me who ruined his reputation to save my own hide. This is all I have to say now. And Gofer? If you reading this and still hate me.... I'm sorry. I don't blame you for hating me and I won't blame you for not coming back... for the last bit of my sanity I just want to do the right thing for once. - Fancy Blue