im just gonna copy paste what i said from discord tl;dr at the bottom


it is time to make something public

For years I've introspected, dissecting my brain and mind to learn how I tick.

We all know this, but very recently a possibility I never gave much credence to, might actually be the truth

I am, testing? finding out? trying???

The idea i'm trans and therian

I always considered such, for me personally, to be delusions.

I am human. I'm a guy.

But now, its not so clear.

My spirit is a vixen. Wild, free, caring, tricky.

While I care not what my genitals are, there is something irrepressible now about me that I can't deny.

Maybe I've simply reincarnated? If you believe in such.

Perhaps once I was what I feel I am

While my physical self is what it is, is that truly me, in spirit?

One could argue, "Ember you've been using a female kitsune as a sona for years"

But it never hit the same way it is right now, y'know.

I worry i'll be just another lusty vixen, another common practicioner of such.

But is that really wrong even if it doescome true? To deny oneself for the sake of not being even partially a stereotype?

"Ember why are you telling everyone"

Cause otherwise its gonna not be well-known and i'll keep having people asking me what happen months later LMAO

Also i'm just loud, i like being loud, loudness is my truth

For all the changing I do, I always sought the truth of my being

And now i am confronted with the strongest revelation yet. One that I dismissed so many times, not wanting to find out I was wrong and make an even bigger fuss than usual for nothing.

But now it feels so certain. So undeniable.

My physical self may be human, but my spirit is undeniably fox.

So I choose to believe in it. Even if it may come off as a delusion to some.

The truth is uncaring all the same. It simply is.

so yes, call me a girl

Call me a vixen even

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tl;dr

Therian and Trans.