Its 1:40 am currently.

Gonna sleep a few hours.

But its July 21st now which means its my birthday . I'm another year closer death. :|

Unfortunately on my day this year, The places I wanted to go are closed on Mondays. Im gonna be alone most the day. I can’t go to the places I wanted to. My celebration isn’t till Saturday. My metal state has ruined the joyful vibe of my birthday . So my “special day “ is just another regular day….

This years been a fucking drag honestly….. not so sure if Im even gonna make it to next year at this rate..