I hate this.. I wake up everyday at 7am or earlier.. earlier on school days.. I make breakfast for my great grandma.. no one elses helps me.. I do it everyday.. I take her out to the bus for old people.. Then I can even take a shower to relax and stay warm.. Its so fucking cold right now.. its raining.. I just only get out fo the shower for like.. not even 20mins my grandma calls says be outside with the cart to get the groceries..I was out there with no umbrella.. no sweatshirt since my sister took them!!!.. I was so cold.. they let me wait for 10+mins out there in the rain..my hair already wet.. Now I'm freaking crying like a bitch..idk what to call it.. guess I'm a bitch..I just want to relax once and awhile.. I'm doing the chores in the house and what.. I get stuck out in the rain.. I don't care if you guys don't care to comment or anything.. I had to let it out..