hey all, sorry for missing my upload yesterday
ive just been a little "occupied" i guess
just being self aware and all that
trying to interact more and stuff
i just feel ignored in some places
im not sure if im just being too paranoid or clingy towards the people i consider friends
but i cant help but feel im doing something wrong here
i mean i think heavily before i say stuff or join a conversation but it always seems to end as soon as i do
or i just get completely ignored about it all
i just want some sort of interaction i guess but ive got no clue how to start a proper conversation
i still think im just overthinking this or being too paranoid
i dont know anymore
whatever
im gonna be taking a bit of a break from it all
dont know how long but im just gonna try to feel better about my art and all that
thats kinda all
wanted to get some of that all my chest
im off now
ill upload the backlog when i get back or whatever