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Journal: Venting breakdown and no mercy from karma.
3 months ago
What wasn't me because i haven't born in this mid 20th century, It was actually karma who wiped out a lot my abuser's (husky) population.
Damn, i felt relief with venting out and better that just happened before decades ago. Just like venting my frustation on bad aspect on furry fandom by watching Flashgitz's furry killing parody. I feeling like wanting to di the same on watch the mean-spirited edgy webseries: Wild house (https://www.imdb.com/title/tt13546512/) to vent out my frustation of my intrusive thought demon being the domestic abuser.
I f**king had enough of being abuse by f**king heroes that i give zero mercy of being elimated by karma regardless it's socially frown upon. I cannot tolerate my suffering and being force to become martyred prey against will sacrificed by selfish wolf-wanna be superior privlage na(zi)sty huskies who always blames me as dehumanised monster that better (damage control) be euthanised from angel of death.
Pain and trauma never goes away, always retraumatise by lingering echoing Post-traumatic-stress of reliving the horror from schizophenic intrusive thoughts.
Left being broken and fractured into marginalised demographic like hobos, addicts, prostitution and more. When people fix me, they put me into unrealistic expectation of to be perfect being.
No matter how i tried my best to be pefectively fixed, they still prejudice as they assulm me as irredeamable ,disrepair and unsalvagable. They don't understand perpetrators are winning the right's and justifaction for abuse, they giving what abusers desirable urge. People sided by the perpetrators as real hero, savior, source material, inspiration, idolise religious figure to worship as gods, provision, narration and more. They want the perpetrator to reunite and reconnect with their claimed victim into their domestic abuse, dictatorship and ownership, as solution to punish and rid of victim as life sentence imprisonment from causing "trouble" by exposing the abusers and being in distress.
Huskies are perfect victims with misunderstood wolves bullsh*t misconception but me: their victim are unstable, traumatise, real misunderstood and broken by them, never reach the stantard.
I been going through mental breakdown before from the breaking point and snap into insanity of where i'm powerless, hopeless, prolong suffering, traumatise, stigmatise, discriminated, downplayed, reliving the horror, blamed, propagandise, preyed and more.
They all be shamed, guilted, disowned, rejected, forfeit, sacked, outcasted upon for this.
My existance is resistance, i been through many s**cide attempts, endangered, life almost destroyed, so much potential taken away, wasted my born existance, scarred me for life and has chance being murdered. I cannot be silence, elimated, smashed up, disabled, trapped, false inprisonment and more to damage control. They have to deal with and live with it of conserquance of their evil action for rest of their life.
It's not hatred, vengeance, spiteful, grudgeful, resentful, pathetic and more, it's karma, straight up natural karma.
I struggle to live a peacefully without the traumatic intrusive thoughts with anxiety and mentally disabled by trauma, abusers interfering and controling behind the scene even out of revenge regardless when blocked, bigots and sympathiser hauxtards nor any form of hauxtardation.
I'm trapped in my own perfectism to protect myself from predatory harm and avoid trouble. I just want to be left alone away from harm without anyone being stubborn backstabbers and foolish bias.
The damage is already done till the point of no forgiveness, acceptance, support and respected toward perpetrators.
The world better be in purify Rest in peace, free from force of evils dominance. I wished to live for happily ever after, if it wasn't for hauxtardations.
- https://www.rcaanc-cirnac.gc.ca/eng...../1732300456676
- https://www.animals24-7.org/2024/11.....da-45-million/
- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canad.....P_dog_killings
- https://www.thecanadianencyclopedia.....dian-inuit-dog
Damn, i felt relief with venting out and better that just happened before decades ago. Just like venting my frustation on bad aspect on furry fandom by watching Flashgitz's furry killing parody. I feeling like wanting to di the same on watch the mean-spirited edgy webseries: Wild house (https://www.imdb.com/title/tt13546512/) to vent out my frustation of my intrusive thought demon being the domestic abuser.
I f**king had enough of being abuse by f**king heroes that i give zero mercy of being elimated by karma regardless it's socially frown upon. I cannot tolerate my suffering and being force to become martyred prey against will sacrificed by selfish wolf-wanna be superior privlage na(zi)sty huskies who always blames me as dehumanised monster that better (damage control) be euthanised from angel of death.
Pain and trauma never goes away, always retraumatise by lingering echoing Post-traumatic-stress of reliving the horror from schizophenic intrusive thoughts.
Left being broken and fractured into marginalised demographic like hobos, addicts, prostitution and more. When people fix me, they put me into unrealistic expectation of to be perfect being.
No matter how i tried my best to be pefectively fixed, they still prejudice as they assulm me as irredeamable ,disrepair and unsalvagable. They don't understand perpetrators are winning the right's and justifaction for abuse, they giving what abusers desirable urge. People sided by the perpetrators as real hero, savior, source material, inspiration, idolise religious figure to worship as gods, provision, narration and more. They want the perpetrator to reunite and reconnect with their claimed victim into their domestic abuse, dictatorship and ownership, as solution to punish and rid of victim as life sentence imprisonment from causing "trouble" by exposing the abusers and being in distress.
Huskies are perfect victims with misunderstood wolves bullsh*t misconception but me: their victim are unstable, traumatise, real misunderstood and broken by them, never reach the stantard.
I been going through mental breakdown before from the breaking point and snap into insanity of where i'm powerless, hopeless, prolong suffering, traumatise, stigmatise, discriminated, downplayed, reliving the horror, blamed, propagandise, preyed and more.
They all be shamed, guilted, disowned, rejected, forfeit, sacked, outcasted upon for this.
My existance is resistance, i been through many s**cide attempts, endangered, life almost destroyed, so much potential taken away, wasted my born existance, scarred me for life and has chance being murdered. I cannot be silence, elimated, smashed up, disabled, trapped, false inprisonment and more to damage control. They have to deal with and live with it of conserquance of their evil action for rest of their life.
It's not hatred, vengeance, spiteful, grudgeful, resentful, pathetic and more, it's karma, straight up natural karma.
I struggle to live a peacefully without the traumatic intrusive thoughts with anxiety and mentally disabled by trauma, abusers interfering and controling behind the scene even out of revenge regardless when blocked, bigots and sympathiser hauxtards nor any form of hauxtardation.
I'm trapped in my own perfectism to protect myself from predatory harm and avoid trouble. I just want to be left alone away from harm without anyone being stubborn backstabbers and foolish bias.
The damage is already done till the point of no forgiveness, acceptance, support and respected toward perpetrators.
The world better be in purify Rest in peace, free from force of evils dominance. I wished to live for happily ever after, if it wasn't for hauxtardations.
- https://www.rcaanc-cirnac.gc.ca/eng...../1732300456676
- https://www.animals24-7.org/2024/11.....da-45-million/
- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canad.....P_dog_killings
- https://www.thecanadianencyclopedia.....dian-inuit-dog
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